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Mother

Mother

Tears started to form in my eyes as i started to remember everything from last year. But my tears didn't stop me from seeing the pain in my mothers eyes.

The pain that was stronger than my own....

I close her office door then lean up against it.

"Mom" i say with a dejected look on my face. "Mom, i'm sorry. I'm sorry. I don't know what else to say to make this situation better. I know i can't make it better" I say this as i tuck my hair behind my ear. Its a habit i have when i'm in a bad or depressed mood.

"Sora, don't be sorry it's not in your control" Mother says this as walks over to me and wipes away the tears on my face. "I know it's only the first day but, i'm thinking about switching your school"

A warm feeling glazed over my body. Not the good feeling of warmth, but the nervous kind. " What?" i say. Tears starting to well up in my eyes once again. "Mom i cant leave that school. You know how i feel about it." Sora says to her mother, slightly raising her voice. 

"I can find you a better one. I can find you one that provides better education and you'll be away from everything that hurt you in the past" Mother says this with great reassurance.

My heart starts to beat fast, my anger slowly pours out but i suppress it. She knows how i feel about that place. 

" My friends who are basically family, the teachers who i cherish. You want me to leave that behind? Mom, one more year after this and i'm done. I'm completely over what happened last year". Sora says this with a calm voice, trying not to show her true emotions. But her eyes tell a different story.

"Then why did you cry, Sora?" Mother asks this ever so calmly. " Your not over it, your still hurt- Mom! Sora says, but this time, letting the frustration loose. " Stop it. Just stop" she says this with hot tears falling down her face. 

They look at each other for a few seconds, seeing the pain in each others eyes. But now, Sora was hurting more. 

" Dad" sora says as she wipes the tears from her face. Her mothers face, numbed, focused right at what Sora was going to say. 

"Dad would be opposed to this. He wouldn't tell me to just run away from it all. If dad were here, he'd-

Sora was cut off by her mother. "But he isn't here is he?" Mother says with a sullen expression. Mother goes back to her desk and sits in her squeaky desk chair. "Don't ever bring dad into this again . Okay?" 

"Mom, i- " Change out those clothes and get ready for bed. You're probably tired aren't you?" Mother says this, faking a smile. 

My phone buzzes. "Okay" I say to my mother. I slowly walk out of her office, closing the door behind me. 

I reach my room and remove my wet clothes. I pull over an over sized football jersey  i had stole from my dad a few months ago. 

"I'll shower in the morning"

I plop on my bed, roll over and get on Instagram. I then notice that i got a text. It's Wooyoung. I guess i'll reply tonight. But no long conversations, i'm tired. 

Wooyoung

Hey its me Wooyoung.❤❤

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Sora

Wassup Wooyoung. Whats with the hearts?
 

Wooyoung

We're friends now. It just shows i'll cherish you.

Sora

Oh okay then me too.❤❤i'll
cherish you too Wooyoung

Wooyoung

Is this a good time to ask you something? Like something serious?

Sora
Yeah, what is it?

Wooyoung

Well, i know we just met but would you consider dating me? Not right away but when you get to know me.

Sora
Wooyoung, i don't know how to answer.

Wooyoung

You don't have to answer right away ofc😅. We can just stay friends until you can answer.

Sora

You know, this is a weird request, But i accept😋

Wooyoung

Yay! Just know, im going to do everything in my power to get you to like me so watch out. I'll see you tomorrow, okay😉

Sora
Lol. Okay, goodnight💜💜.

Wooyoung

Gn😊