Who Is God

Who is God.
Why cant i see you
Where do you go
Why should i trust you
How do i know

Know you exsist
Know your real
Know you love me
Know these scars heal

What happens after dark
When the sun starts to set
When moon rises up
Will i see you yet

How about in the morning
When the sun shines bright
When the birds are singing
And the Suns fighting the night

Why do i hurt
Why do things not go right
Why did i loose them
Why didint he fight

If your my God and you love me why am i hurting

Why am i sad

Why can't my mom laugh with my dad

Why am i broken

If your this great God why did i loose him to cancer

I have so  many questions and yet you  give me so little answers

But you do answer

Everyones broken some are just better glued than others 

The cracks are where the light gets through

Your my guiding light in all that i do

You guide me through the dark when i cannot see

You make me the best person i can be

For every question of doubt and assumption of your word

I hear in my mind every prayer you heard

I see the God in front of me

That although i can not hear him i can see

See his glory see his grace

I trust his actions while i dont see his face

See the people you have given me

The ones i want to be

To teach me your  love is completely free

So once again i present the question

Who is God ?

God is the face in the crowd who gives you a smile

The road you walk on that runs for miles

God is the moon and god is the stars

God is inside of who you are

Inside of me

What you dream of becoming and aspire to be

You think he doesent hear you calling

You think he doesent know

You make think you are alone but god is with you wherever you go 

Every question that i have  has an answer waiting to flow through

And in every situation God my answer is you

You are my God

And i love you

I love you because even though my life's not perfect

You are
                 -Courtney Aubain 🕇🤞❤