I woke up to the sound of sirens. I opened my eyes abit and I saw Rye sat running his hands through his hair and then he was on the phone to I assume was mum I then just stared at the ceiling of the ambulance that I was in until it went black again
When i finally woke up I was greeted by the sound of the heartbeat monitor beeping.i just wanted my mam, dad, rye even brook. The doors then opened as I was sat staring into space it was a doctor. "Ah miss.beaumont your awake, you had a pretty bad panic attack/anxiety attack to be honest with you it was the worst thing I've heard even saw you had to be rushed to hospital because you stop breathing"
"Am I better? Do I get to go home today?" I questioned him
"Yes of course however we do have to run a few test on your heart just to make sure everything it normal again and back to running good" he smiled getting up from his chair to walk out the room
"Wait!"
"Yes miss Beaumont" he spoke curiously turning back around to face me
"Can you let a few people into see me and bring a few chairs in?" I said smiling widely
"Yes of course who and how many?" He asked returning the smile
"5 and just shout roadtrip and they will understand who they are" I said laughing abit
"Okay bye I'll see you soon to do them tests"
"Okay bye see you later"
After they he left the door then opened again revealing my five favourite boys apart from Robbie, my dad, Shaun and sammy. Rye ran to me and gave me a bear hug which I had loved since birth I was always smaller than rye so his hugs were the best. After saying hello to everyone we sat down and just talked then jack asked me whenever they mention Riley I have a panic attack and I told him it was just the past with him and that he's a horrible person that I never want to see again. I could tell they all wanted to know more about Riley and why I was so scared of him but I just couldn't mostly because he told me if I ever told anybody what went on between me and Him and what he done he would hurt me badly so whenever I see him he would bring back memories of when he would get up in my face and threaten me that's why I can't deal with people fighting. I'm was strong however he feels like a weakness and not a good weakness a very bad weakness he is the devil that can crush me, control me, scare me and weaken me
30 minutes later the doctor came in with a record of my heart beat last night and today he said I was good to go and to stay safe I then got a photo with him to add to my instagram feed. Once we got home and I posted the picture I knocked all my notifications off for my social media incase he ever popped up again and just to get a break of the media...
