As I turned round I saw a boy in a denim jacket with fur round the collar. I sat in there in shock I felt frozen...it was Riley... how did he know where I was?!
"Hey baby girl," he said touching the side of my face " you haven't replied to my texts"
his hand was cold, just like him. I sat there not speaking I couldn't believe he was back in my life.he then leaned down to my mear. I could feel his hot breath on the side of my cheek sending shivers of fear down my spine. As he was stood there inches from my ear,I felt myself go tense.
He was hurting me...not physically... he was hurting me emotionally, I could feel my heart breaking and becoming weak and all the thoughts of the past came flooding into my head. They weren't good memories.
"Now you thought you could run away from me... guess what princess.. I'm back and I'm going to make you hurt even more, so prepare for your happy little life to fall apart bit by bit. Where am I going to start you ask I'm going to start by breaking you and loverboy. Enjoy your happy little relationship while it lasts ria because it will all be over soon"
I felt a tear cascade from my eye I put my head down. Nobody knew how much I was hurting I was weak it felt like my heart had been crushed. I was broken. I was scared. I was hopeless.
I just wanted to lie with brook and let him hold me, the only thing that made me happy was about to be taken from me. I needed him right now. I needed him to tell me it was going to be okay as he draws circles with his thumb on my arm until I fall asleep in his safe arms.
In my head there was a kaleidoscope of memories that we're taking over my thoughts like a virus.i thought how could a devil had pulled me to someone who looked so much like an angle when he smiles at you...maybe he knew that when he saw me...I guess I just lost my balance...
I think the worst part of it all wasn't loosing him....
... it was loosing me...
