Why can't i get him out my head (Jaegan)

chapter 8 😨

So my story is going to be mostly in justins pov so enjoy and if u vote and comment i will follow u

Justins pov

   (Recap: my phone was ringing I answer it "h..hello" end of recap.

     "H..hello" I said. "Hey tranny" someone said and now I'm confused. "W...who is this" I asked. "None of ur business tranny now u should go die no one needs u here u are not loved"

  I hung up and looked at my family. "U..uhh I'm going to go to my room love u guys" and with that I ran to my room crying. I shout the door and go to the corner, I slide down the wall putting my face in my hands and bringing my knees to my chest. writing this is making me cry ok I will stop.

  Fuck the world, fuck my life, fuck every living soul, fuck school, and just fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck, I think to myself. I get snapped out of my thoughts by my door opening. "Ohh hey danny *sniff* what do u need" I say kinda stuttering.

"Have u been crying" danny said coming in my room. "U..uhh no I just cold thats all" that was a lie, but I didn't want my own brother to know that I'm weak and that I was crying.

"Kk well mom told me to tell u that u need to get to bed" danny are u fucking kidding me right now, I'm having a mental breakdown and u come and tell me to go to bed fuck u too then. Ugh I need to go to bed anyway.

"Ohh ok well goodnight love u danny and tell mom, dad, and damon I love them and good night now can u get out and close the door" I say with a yawn at the end. "Ok love u to goodnight bro" he said going out the door but he stopped. " oh and uhh mason my friend is coming over tomorrow" I nod and give me the annoyed look.

"Ok ok I'm going" and then he was gone. I go up to my bed and with out getting changed I fall asleep.

   So kinda stort kinds long chapter.😴😴 And ty prinrosevalintin for reading my book love you guys and imma skirt on out of here byeee 😜😜😁😁☺