Thankful for Anxiety (Chapter 13)

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Y/N pov

I lay in bed staring at the ceiling. I just couldn't sleep with the fact that she left. I get out of bed and walk downstairs. I go through my kitchen and look for popcorn.

Ariana's pov

I stop at a red light and start untying my shoes. I take them off and then start driving again.

She walks out of the bathroom in only a towel and sits down. I blow dry her hair until it's almost completely dry. I take a picture of it for her and she smiles at the result. I then braid her hair before she goes and gets dressed.

I take another sip of my drink and smile to myself. I love this girl. Like, really love this girl.

I go into the guest room and grab face masks. Y/N  walks out of her room and looks at them. She smiles and nods. We go back downstairs and sit on the couch. We help each other out the masks on and then relax.

She puts on Gilmore Girls and we watch it until it's time to take the masks off. We help each other so that too. We finish up our drinks and then sit on the couch again.

She puts on music and "good for you" from dear Evan Hansen comes on. She sings along to every word. I join in and we end up doing a karaoke thing.

We get tired and end up making a pillow fort to lay in. We lie beside each other just looking at the ceiling.

"Hey Ari?" , she then turns on her side to face me.

I turn on my side to face her aswell, "Yeah?"

" I like you, " she says, her face growing red.

"I like you too," I said smiling .

She looks into my eyes and then to my lips and then back to my eyes. I nod and we both lean in. We pull away and she asks, "Will you go out with me?"

I smile harder and say, "of course."

I grab her hand and we both lie flat again. She puts her head on my chest and I pet her hair. "Night," she says tiredly.

" Goodnight Princess, " I say before kissing her head. She falls asleep while I continue to state at the ceiling. God I'm so lucky.

"I messed up," I sob, " I messed up really badly. "

Y/N pov

I pull up in my driveway and park. I walk in with my stuff. I set it on the counter and put the popcorn in the microwave. I look for Moana and put it on.

I go upstairs and grab my favorite blanket, the one she got for me. I go back downstairs and grab the popcorn and pour it into a bowl.

The movie ends and I just lie on the couch for a minute. I rub my eyes and then take the bowl into the kitchen. I start to boil water and take out my phone. I take a picture of the empty seat next to me. "Spending the night alone </3"

I sigh and wait for the water to finish. I hear a knock of the door and get up. I rub my eyes again and sigh before I open the door. I surprisingly see Anxiety there.

"Hey.." I say quietly .

"Hi.. Are you okay?" He asks.

" Not really. Come in and we'll talk, " I say letting him in.

We walk to the kitchen. He sits at the counter and asks, "What happened?"

" Ari..ana happened, " I say as another tear rolls down my cheek.

"What'd she do?" He asks frowning as the coffee machine beeps.

I pull down two cups and say, " she called me toxic so I told her to leave and now she's gone. "

"Oh.." He says quietly .

"Want some hot chocolate?" I ask as I pour hot water into one of the cups.

" Sure.. " he says.

I pour water into the other cup and grab two packets. I pour them in and then add sugar before mixing it together. I didn't have any marshmallows so I just put a candy cane in them.

"Here you go," I say handing him a cup with a big panda head on it while I drank out of one that just had a forest on it . "So, why'd you come over?" I ask.

" I don't know. I just saw her car leave without you in it and it made me a little confused but I didn't think much of it then I saw you're Snapchat story so I knew something was wrong, " he explains.

I nod and take a sip of my drink. I look at my bad from earlier and pull it towards me. "Can you help me with something?" I ask.

" What is it? " he asks.

"I want to dye my hair black. The f/c is fading out and I want my hair to be darker," I explain.

" Sure, " he says putting gloves on as I pull the boxes out.

I stand in the shower and wash out the dye. Anxiety was nice to do this for me. I need to fill my life with more people like him and less people like Ari...ana.

I step out of the shower and dry off. I blow dry my hair and then get dressed. I throw on a My Chemical Romance t-shirt and some black leggings.

I walk back downstairs and see Anx drinking his hot chocolate. I smile and walk to the counter. I drink some of mine too. "Thank you for helping me," I say smiling.

" No problem, " he says smiling.

~To be Continued ~

Soz for the three part thing but I just have a lot to write and plus you deserve it for me not updating much. :)) <3

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