After the flashback I need Corbyn back.
Crobyn
why did I do that? Why? I miss him. I been in the room mostly. I look at the time and lie back down I been doing self-Harm I know it's wrong but I can't help it i cost to much damage for Jonah and he's right about it. I can't live now not now why did I exist Jonah hates me now. I was laying down until a song came on it was Sad Song by We The Kings
You and I
we're like fireworks and symphonic
Exploring in the skyWith you I'm alive like all the
Missing pieces of my heart the finally
Collide so stop time right here in the moonlightCause I don't ever wanna close my eyes without
You I feel broke like I'm half of
A wholeWithout you I've got no hand to hold without
You I feel torn like a sail on a storm
Without you I'm just a sad song I'm just a sad song.I couldn't handle it I can I got up and cried I need Jonah back I can't live without him I went to the bathroom and lock it I slid down on the door and hung my knees against my chest and cried. I grab a blade and cut myself on the arm three times. I unlock the door I hate my life. I hear a someone coming and it was Daniel
"Corbyn what happened" he said and saw the cuts
" N-nothing" I said about to cry again
"Corbyn nothing you been I here ever since Jonah left what happened to joyfully Crobyn" he said
" he's gone he not coming back " I said
"Look Corbyn is it bothering you" he said sitting on my bed
"N-no" i said trying to hold back the tears but I couldn't
He hug me and I cried on his chest and he hug me tighter.
"I c-can't handle it my girl-girlfriend b-broke up with m-m-me and I m-made j-Jonah l-life worse" I said
"Corbyn no Don't say that" Daniel said
"But it true can't you see! Daniel! I fuck up everything because I was stupid and I ruin his fucking life! I can't change that! I hate my life I just want t-to die and he will be happy it happened hes fucking mad at me for fucking around with his boyfriend well! The truth is he said they broke up so I kiss him i want him Jonah to see! The same pain I was in when they were together! I just had to! And now he just doesn't w-want to see m-me" I said breaking down
"He said they broke up" Daniel said
"Yea" I said
"So it was all him not you" he said
"Yeah" I said
I look at him and turn the other way to the wall
Jonah
After the flash back I need Corbyn back. He gone now I got up and grab my guitar and play a song that remind me of Corbyn
Picture perfect family shader all around the
floor Reaching for the phone cause I can't fight
It anymore and if I wonder if I ever cross Your mind for me it happens all the timeIt's a quart after one I'm all alone and I Need You Now said I won't come but I'm lose all
Control and I need you now and I don't know how I can do it without but I need you nowLove and shader whiskey can't stop looking at the door wishing you come sleeping man the way you did before and I wonder if I ever cross your mind me it happens all the time
It a quart after one I'm a little drunk and I Need You Now said I won't come but I'm lose the
Control and I need you now and I don't know how I can do it without but I just need you now(Ohoh) (music) guess I never hurt them feel nothing at all its a quart after one I'm all alone and I Need You Now and I said I won't come but I'm a little drunk and I Need You Now
And I don't how I can't do it without I just need you now I just need you now oh baby I need you now
" I Need You Now Corbyn Matthew Besson I miss you" i said tears steaming down my face
I heard someone come in. I got out of my room and saw Nicole she was sitting on the couch watching The Notebook with stuff animal around her and tissue also. I walk up to her and sat down.
"Hey Nicole" I said
"Oh hey you play great who was the song for" she said making me confuse
"So who" she said
"Um C-Corbyn" I said
"What he help your fucking bf to cheat on you why him at least be someone else" she said
"I had to" i said looking at the ground
"Wait you like him do you" she said
"N-no" I said
"Oh *sigh* i thought you like him I mean why would you like the bitch or corbitch" she said laughing
"Yeah" I said
I heard a knock on the door so I answer it
"Corbyn" I said
"Hey Jonah"
I realize I made Corbyn a whore😂😂
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I Need You Now |Jorbyn Messon| {Fanfic} Updating In Progress
FanfictionCorbyn and a Jonah story. Has up and down hills of depression and more enjoy *may be cringe just giving you heads up*