I Need You Now |Jorbyn Messon| {Fanfic} Updating In Progress

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After the flashback I need Corbyn back.

Crobyn

why did I do that? Why? I miss him. I been in the room mostly. I look at the time and lie back down I been doing self-Harm I know it's wrong but I can't help it i cost to much damage for Jonah and he's right about it. I can't live now not now why did I exist Jonah hates me now. I was laying down until a song came on it was Sad Song by We The Kings

You and I
we're like fireworks and symphonic
Exploring in the sky

With you I'm alive like all the
Missing pieces of my heart the finally
Collide so stop time right here in the moonlight

Cause I don't ever wanna close my eyes without
You I feel broke like I'm half of
A whole

Without you I've got no hand to hold without
You I feel torn like a sail on a storm
Without you I'm just a sad song I'm just a sad song.

I couldn't handle it I can I got up and cried I need Jonah back I can't live without him I went to the bathroom and lock it I slid down on the door and hung my knees against my chest and cried. I grab a blade and cut myself on the arm three times. I unlock the door I hate my life. I hear a someone coming and it was Daniel

"Corbyn what happened" he said and saw the cuts

" N-nothing" I said about to cry again

"Corbyn nothing you been I here ever since Jonah left what happened to joyfully Crobyn" he said

" he's gone he not coming back " I said

"Look Corbyn is it bothering you" he said sitting on my bed

"N-no" i said trying to hold back the tears but I couldn't

He hug me and I cried on his chest and he hug me tighter.

"I c-can't handle it my girl-girlfriend b-broke up with m-m-me and I m-made j-Jonah l-life worse" I said

"Corbyn no Don't say that" Daniel said

"But it true can't you see! Daniel! I fuck up everything because I was stupid and I ruin his fucking life! I can't change that! I hate my life I just want t-to die and he will be happy it happened hes fucking mad at me for fucking around with his boyfriend well! The truth is he said they broke up so I kiss him i want him Jonah to see! The same pain I was in when they were together! I just had to! And now he just doesn't w-want to see m-me" I said breaking down

"He said they broke up" Daniel said

"Yea" I said

"So it was all him not you" he said

"Yeah" I said

I look at him and turn the other way to the wall

Jonah

After the flash back I need Corbyn back. He gone now I got up and grab my guitar and play a song that remind me of Corbyn

Picture perfect family shader all around the
floor Reaching for the phone cause I can't fight
It anymore and if I wonder if I ever cross Your mind for me it happens all the time

It's a quart after one I'm all alone and I Need You Now said I won't come but I'm lose all
Control and I need you now and I don't know how I can do it without but I need you now

Love and shader whiskey can't stop looking at the door wishing you come sleeping man the way you did before and I wonder if I ever cross your mind me it happens all the time

It a quart after one I'm a little drunk and I Need You Now said I won't come but I'm lose the
Control and I need you now and I don't know how I can do it without but I just need you now

(Ohoh) (music) guess I never hurt them feel nothing at all its a quart after one I'm all alone and I Need You Now and I said I won't come but I'm a little drunk and I Need You Now

And I don't how I can't do it without I just need you now I just need you now oh baby I need you now

" I Need You Now Corbyn Matthew Besson I miss you" i said tears steaming down my face

I heard someone come in. I got out of my room and saw Nicole she was sitting on the couch watching The Notebook with stuff animal around her and tissue also. I walk up to her and sat down.

"Hey Nicole" I said

"Oh hey you play great who was the song for" she said making me confuse

"So who" she said

"Um C-Corbyn" I said

"What he help your fucking bf to cheat on you why him at least be someone else" she said

"I had to" i said looking at the ground

"Wait you like him do you" she said

"N-no" I said

"Oh *sigh* i thought you like him I mean why would you like the bitch or corbitch" she said laughing

"Yeah" I said

I heard a knock on the door so I answer it

"Corbyn" I said

"Hey Jonah"

I realize I made Corbyn a whore😂😂