I Need You Now |Jorbyn Messon| {Fanfic} Updating In Progress

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I grab......

A blade and did

1: being worthless

2: being hopeless

3: being weak

4: begin useless

5: for being alive

6: for being gay

7: for being a mistake to everyone

I made seven cuts I stop because I was getting dizzy. I watch the blood run down my skin. I heard someone run upstairs and saw Jonah. He look at me

"Crobyn what the fuck happened" he said

"Nothing n-not l-l-like y-y-you c-care" I cried

"I do what happened" he said raising his voice

" Jonah just g-go" I yelled not wanting to tell him about my past

"No Corbyn I'm not going to let you stay here" he said

"Then why do you yell at me! Why do you care about me! Why Jonah! Why are you all you care is about yourself! You do you always yell at me just me! I can't do anything right in my fucking life Jonah! Your the reason I jump your the reason I cut myself! Jonah l like you! I really do! Why can't you see that! I just don't know why I'm here! I don't you to be like people form my past" I mumble the last part

Jonah

What does he mean by people form his past.

"What do you mean" I said

"I-I" he stutter

"Corbyn is there something that is bothering you" I said

"N-yes" he said look down

"I had a boyfriend" he said making me shock

"You said you weren't gay" I said

"I know be he was sweet and he sometimes abuse m-me b-but I still l-loved h-hi-him until one day I was going to wish him happy birthday but I s-saw h-him in a bed with a girl. He said he never care about me a-and he said h-he lied to me he re-really did never love m-me whatever i say no one will ever love me i'm just worthless, useless, hopeless, and weak thats all I'll ever been when they say they love me they lie to me thats all they do" he said crying

"You said the same thing he said yo-you called me worthless, hopeless, useless, and weak" he cried even harder

"Corbyn I'm sorry I really am" I said feeling guilty rushing through me

"Just go jonah" he said

"Corbyn I not going to leave you here like I did" i said

"Jonah just go...... Your right I did damage your life I did fuck your boyfriend look Jonah you can't help okay I'm the one who cause this. This would have never happened if it wasn't for me I don't need you saying your sorry okay once you say it you really don't mean okay everyone lied to me in just a jerk that falls for it ever time" he said and mumble the last part acting like I didn't hear it

"Your not a jerk Corbyn" I said

" yes I am" he said

"Corbyn look people may lie to you but I don't Corbyn just leave them behind you you if the lied their the ones who are jerks okay your not" i said

He did say anything but just look at me. He lean in to my and I did the same and...........