Do i love you? (jikook)

I can't believe I did this to you

I broke up with Yoongi just to be with you

of course it's going to take a while to get you back but i'll wait as long as i can

now it's just time to talk to you

I try to just walk in but the door's locked

I knock on the door

no response 

I know he's here

"Jungkook please open up"

I can here faint breathing 

"Jungkook please.. i'm begging you"

"Jimin please leave i'm tired"

It's obvious you're crying

You sound like you're in pain

"It's really important"

silence

"Jungkook?"

you give out a cry in pain

Fuck

what's going on?

I keep on repeating your name but you aren't responding

fuck fuck fuck

I went to get help 

"Jin! Jin! please hurry Jungkook is hurt!"

I start crying uncontrollably 

After a while we finally got the door open and we all see you there next to the bed lifeless 

I go down on my knees instantly while Jin and Tae run to you 

Yoongi calls the ambulance

and RM is trying to keep me calm

I can't 

what have I done?

It's all my fucking fault!!

"here" says jin

I look up and he give me a card

"i love you <3 i'm glad you're happy now"

I'm speechless 

what have I done?