Abused: Elton Castee II

(ch.1) Trever

~time skip 1 year - Jade's p.o.v~

My body shot up to a sitting position in fear, from the nightmare that I had just endured. Hot tears rolled down my cheeks as I instinctively yelled Eltons name.

I regreted it as soon as his name went past my lips and in to the air. My hand slapped across my moth as my head shot to my left. My eyes stared at the body that laid next to me. My breathing hitched as I saw that he had woken up from my shouts. Man, was i in trouble.

~

Trever was my boyfriend. We had been dating for a while. Maybe about 7 months. He was 26; and was around 6'2. He had dirty blond hair and brown, kind, eyes that would definitely fool you, at least they did fool me.

You see, he wasn't the nicest person on earth but he did have his perks, right?

He had an attitude that would quit and wouldn't hesitate to degrade you or make you feel like absolute shit. Trever would also get agresive at times, but apologized for it latter.

But he was sweet and protective, and if anyone said anything in the slightest bit rude to you, he would be on there ass emidetly.

Truth be told, I was deathly afraid of him and I couldn't get out of the relationship.

We started off as friends, which was grate. He never even gave so much as a mean look in my detection. Trever was always nice and polite. So when he asked my out I didn't object, but little did I know, I was signing up for the most toxic relationship known to man.

He forced me to move in to his apartment with him and told me I couldn't talk to Valerie or any of my family or friends.

For the first few months of our relationship I couldn't have a password on my phone, and he would check it every night before he went to sleep. I had no freedom. But about a month or two ago he trusted me enough to let my phone have a lock. And he only checked it when he felt it nesisary, which was usually once a week. He also let me go out by myself, now. Which never happen before.

He was vicious. We had sex way too soon then we should have. Once, about 4 months ago I said no to him. But he didn't care, he pined me down, and he raped me. And after, he told me to never say no to him or I would get a lot worst then what had just happened. So, I did as he said, and I  never said no again. A week after that,  I had ledt the house without telling him, and when I came back to his house, he hit me. Or rather, beat me.

~

"Who the fuck is Elton, Jade!?" He shouted. He shot up and roughly grabbed my wrist.

I let out a yelp in pain as I tried to pull away. "P-Please!" I begged.

"Who. The. FUCK. Is. Elton? You fucking slut!"

His palm flew across my face and my hand went to my tear soaked cheek as the left side of my face throbed with pain. "He's no one, baby! Please let me go, your hurting me!" I pleaded.

"Sluts like you should feel pain. Now are you going to tell me the truth? Or am I going to have to make you tell me?" His eyes weren't there usual light brown color, they where dark, and lifeless.

"N-NO" I shouted. "Honey, just let me go so I can explain!"

His grip loosened and I pulled my wrist to my chest as I tried to catch my breath. "Uh, Elton's my ex, baby." I whispered.

"So you were having a dream about your ex?!" His voice boomed as he got ready to hit me again.

My hands flew to his and I pushed it down as I crawled closer to him. "No, no, baby. It's not like that, I had a nightmare and he was in it, so my first reaction was to yell his name. I promise you I would never, hunny." I lied.

He calmed down and he pulled me closer to him "damn right, you wouldn't." He said harshly.

He kissed me and pushed me, so I was laying on the bed as he pulled down my shorts. My heart started hurting and the feeling of anxiety fell upon me. I knew what was going to happen next, and I didn't want it. But I didn't want to be hurt, so I said nothing.

~time skip next morning~

I woke up before Trever, like always. I quietly walked to the kitchen and started making breakfast, like I do everyday. After I was done I put it on plates and ate mine. Trever was in the shower so I had another 35 minutes to my self before I had to face him again. Then after, he would then leave for work, and get back around 8 pm. So in the morning I took this time to watch one of the latest videos of eather Colby, Valerie, v, Elton or anyone else that lived at that house. Seeing how my afternoons are always filled with errands and things I needed to do.

~

V had started youtube about 4 months ago and she grew pretty quick. She graduated early. she was still with James, and there where the cutest couple. It felt like she was a figment of my imagination. Like I never knew her. But I did.

I silently watched all of my friends and family grow through my phone screen. Like I was just another unnamed fan. Like I was just a number on the screen.

V, Valerie, and shadow now lived in, what Brennan called it, "the trap house." Elton moved out about a month ago and he was still single, or so he let off. They all seemed happy, which made me happy.

~

Today I chose to watch one of Eltons videos. Or tried to. I started watching but I could only get through a minute and a half before last night came rushing back to me. I started to silently sob, and I chose to do what was going to be eather, the best, or worst thing that would ever happen to me.