Chapter 1

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Tobias POV

I wake up screaming from ANOTHER nightmare. These nightmares haunt me every night. Sometimes they even happen during the day if I can't keep my focus on something. Not that I have anything to do. These nightmares are about Tris dyeing. I feel like I'm dyeing when I have these nightmares because she's getting hurt. I miss Tris so much. Its been three weeks since she has passed. Why did she have to go? Why couldn't her pansycake brother Caleb go instead? The weapons lab in the Bureau was under quarantine because of the death serum. The Bureau is the worst place in Chicago. I even had to move back to Dauntless because I couldn't stand to be in those halls where Tris stood and walked and ran. Although that same feeling is in Abnegation, and Amity, and Candor, and Erudite even in the Factionless section in Abnegation. And guess what? They restored the FactionsSarcasm.

           Everywhere I turn in Dauntless, I feel Tris' presence. The strongest place, the Chasm. I wish Tris was here so could hold her in my arms and feel her soft lips against mine. I wish I could just talk to her for a lit-. My thoughts are interrupted by a banging on my door. "Four!" Zeke.. Damn. "You can't stay in there forever!" he yells. "Yes I can Zeke!" I've been staying in my apartment ever since we spread Tris' ashes. I may or may have not saves some of her ashes though.....  I look at the statue that was from my Abnegation house. I drilled a pocket in the statue so Tris could be my symbol of rebellion. I sigh.

          "FOUR!!" Now he's starting to piss my off. I sigh again. Why can't mourn the most bravest, selfless, intelligent, and prettiest girl I've heard,

of, talk to, and seen alone? "What?!" I yell to him. "Let me in!" I think for a second. "Okay. Gimme a minute!" I jump out of bed but stumble because the floor is ice cold. "Aahhh!" "You alright man?" Did I say it that loud? Ehh, that dude could hear a mouse squeak across the Pit. "Yeah!" If I tell him its the floor, I'll seem like a wimp.

            After I recover, I jog to my dresser and pull out a pair of black jeans. I slip the on since I'm only wearing my boxers. I go to my closet and get a black shirt. Tris insisted that I hang up my shirts. After I slide on my shirt, I run and open the door only to get jumped on by a Zeke. "Four, how long does it take to put clothes on?" "I don't know, Four minutes?" Me and Zeke both start laughing.

          Zeke then straightens up, salutes me, and says, "Thank you Four your services!" Then jumps off my back. "Zeke when are you going to grow up?"  "When numbers fly! Four don't you dare learn how to fly!!" I laugh. After a second Zeke joins me in laughing. We begin laughing so hard someone comes over and asks us if we are okay. I compose myself enough too say, "We are fine dude." This guy looks familiar. As he turns to walk away I remember who he is. He is one of the new dauntless members. He was apart of the last group of initiates that Tris and I trained together. Seth.

          That means I'll get to have fun scaring the shit out of him. "Hey come here!" I yell to Seth. He turns around back to Zeke and me. "Yes, Four what would please his eminence?" he says rudely. Me and Zeke look at each other and raise our eyebrows. Then we look back at Seth. I walk up to him, I'm at least 4 inches - 5 inches taller than him. But all I say in my instructor voice is, "Come with me."

           When we stop, we are at the training room. I don't say anything. I just shove him in there. I walk in after him. I go to a locked room filled with unloaded guns. Good thing after the war, I always have three extra bullets in my pockets. I grab a gun, and load it. I shut the door. "Seth," he looks over. "remember when you were an initiate? When Six was-." I can't say it out loud - still alive - why can't say it?! "-still here?" Seth finishes, a little bit annoyed. Well, to me, this little bit goes a long way. I push him to the ground and aim the gun at him.

            "What did you say?!!" Even though I was thinking the same thing, he didn't have to say it in a rude way, especially since everyone knows 1, she was my girlfriend and 2, emphasis on was. "WHAT MAKES YOU THINK YOU CAN TALK TO ME THAT WAY?!!!!" Seth was about to answer, but then I hear a voice, the most, angelic voice that god has ever made. "Well it must be because your so approachable."

         Tris.

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⏰ Last updated: Jul 21, 2014 ⏰

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