Imagines and Preferences | Kris Kostov

♡ Cuts ♡

⚠ TRIGGER WARNING ⚠

Y/n pov.

Being Kristian's girlfriend was amazing. Keyword was.

Lately I was getting much hate by his fans. (We all know TeamKris would never send hate to Kristian's girlfriend if he had one)

You're ugly

Worthless

Fat

You're just using him for fame

Pig

Slut

I was home alone. Kristian was out with the boys.
I silently cried and went to bed just to rest and think about everything.

Recently I posted a picture of Kristian carrying me on his back while walking through the sunset.

I started reading a few of the comments. Of course there are still a few comments like: beautiful, cuties, goalsssss.
But mostly were hate comments.

Ewwww

Ugly

Stop doing that you're going to break his back.

Just go and kill yourself already

That comment had 529 likes and 42 replies.
I read all of the replies. Mostly agreements.

I still cried and decided to do them a favour.
I slowly got up and went to Twitter.

@y/u/n If you want to end it then I'm going to.

Jonah Pov. (Yes why don't we AGAIN)

I read y/n tweet and started to get worried.

We are at a skatepark right now and everyone is skating (or trying it but without success, like Zach) except me.

I had broken my arm a few weeks ago and I still have to be careful.

Y/n texted in the groupchat.

Hey,
I'm sorry that I've been bothering you all so long but I'm going to end it now.
I just can't handle EVERYTHING.
Corbyn, thank you for always helping me with school and with the tutoring.
Zach, thank you for always making us laugh at your stupid jokes. I'm going to miss them.
Daniel, thank you for not killing me when I ate your watermelon last week. That really meant something to me.
Jack, thank you for showing me how to skate. I hope the heaven has skateboards and and a skate park.
Jonah, thank you for being the big brother I never had. I love you so much and I'm going to miss you.

And Kristian, thank you for being that perfect boyfriend.
You always made me laugh like Zach did. You've always been there for me and you actually cared for me.
I'm going to miss you the most. Please try to forget me and move on and find another girl who's stronger than men and can handle this.
I love you.

Y/n

I read the message twice before getting worried.

"Uhm Boys? BOYS!!" I yelled and they came to me.

"Is something wrong?" Asked Corbyn.

"Yes. I think y/n is going to kill herself" I said looking down.

"SHE'S WHAT? We have to go." Kristian yelled and ran to the car, pulling out his keys.

Y/n pov.

I just sent the message to the boys.
I took some sleeping pills but it took more than 15 minutes to find them.
Maybe 20 or 25.
I rushed over to the kitchen and grabbed a knife. (No ofc she is not stabbing herself)
I went to the bathroom and sat on the tub.
I already had scars because I started cutting a few weeks ago.
But now it's going to be the last time doing this.
Someone grabbed my sleeping pills and threw them out of the window.