Imagines and Preferences | Kris Kostov

♡ Fight ♡

Warning: cussing and swearing, if you feel uncomfortable with this then skip this chapter!

It was March, and outside in the dark the rain slammed against the windows of our shared apartment.

at least I thought it was our apartment, it feels like it is just mine. he is barely here anymore.

he would come home late and leave early.

it is because of his job, because of being someone famous. because of the stress he always said.

"Kris" I breathed out when I heard the door open.

I quickly glanced at my watch; 2.29 am.

"late again?" I asked through my gritted teeth.

"yes, I'm so sorry but I just got caught up with recording my new projects." he walked towards me.

again.

"you know, Watches were invented for a specific purpose. I just don't know for what anymore. Let me— ahhh for checking the damn time" i scolded and backed away from him but he just took a step closer towards me.

"i know but do you see a watch there on my arm?" he pulled his sleeves away and showed me his bare wrists.

"you have a phone for a reason and we both know that you never leave without your phone. do you know that I tried calling you? do you know that I was worried about you?"

"no need to be a bitch about this, you are not my mom" I gasped at his rude remark.

"well, then when I am a bitch to you, then I'll just leave right there and let you find another bitch, kristian kostov" i grabbed my coat and my keys and walked towards the front door.

"you're not leaving" he ran after me and stood in between me and the front door.

"oh hell yeah I'm leaving. if you don't need me..." I trailed off and tried pushing him away but he wouldn't move.

"let me go" I felt my anger growing.

"no, you're not leaving me" he started yelling.

"I am. so why should I stay, I'm just a bitch to you" I shouted back and finally got him out of the way.

"I don't need you anyway" was the last thing I heard before I slammed the door shut.

since it was still raining and March, it was very cold and the weather was just disgusting.

I felt my tears roll down my cheeks when I stood in front of the door for a few more minutes before finally getting into the car.

he didn't even chase after me.

tears streamed down my face and blurred my vision but I somehow managed it to arrive safely at y/f/n's house.

"he is an asshole" he/she rubbed your back as you continued on crying.

"but i don't know why he didn't even chase after me. i was just mad and jealous because he didn't even let me know if he was fine. am i a bad person just because i was worried about him? what if he finds someone else? what if he forgets about me, about us?" I began sobbing and y/f/n hugged me.

"y/n, everything's gonna work out between you. just let him calm down. you and I both know that you literally can't live without each other." he/she kissed my forehead to calm me down.

flashback

"I love you so much, y/n/n" kris whispered into my ear and stroke my hair.

"I love you way more, baby boy" i leaned in and kissed his plumb lips.

"and I'll love you for ever" he kissed back.
"and I literally can't live without you, I don't even know if I can survive a day without you" he mumbled.

"hmm you don't have to live without me" I smiled at him"

end of flashback

I cried even more when I thought about that day.

he became more distant since then and he worked harder than usually.

he fought about the silliest things and I'm honestly tired of it.

i just love him so much and I don't want to lose him.

but you are gonna lose him

a voice in my head whispered.

he doesn't love you

he will forget you

you don't have a future with him

he already has another bitch

he left you

no one's gonna fix your broken pieces

I leaned against the wall and slowly sat down on the wooden floor.

i tried to block those voices out and started screaming for someone to help me.

I closed my eyes and when I opened them again, I saw nothing but a black room without a window or a door.

he hates you

you'll never see him again

he already forgot about you

he doesn't care about you

I laid on the floor, closing my eyes and breathing heavily.

I felt some arms wrapped around me and those arms pulled me up and carried me somewhere.

I felt my body laid in a bed and presence next to me.

I didn't dare to open my eyes.

I felt warm breathing on my neck and I slowly opened my eyes while turning around and faced a boy.

him.

"I thought I'd lose you" tears fell from his eyes and he hugged me even tighter.

"and I'm so so sorry, I get that you were worried about me and I shouldn't have acted like this. I love you more than anything and it would break my heart if you'd leave me. and of course I understand that if you don't want to be with me, anymore, just please don't forget that I love you—"

"why do you think I'd leave you, if something then you have every right to leave me." I chuckled and he pulled me towards him and closed the gap between us.

this is a quite long imagine which doesn't even make sense but idgaf.
I hope you like it anyway and thank you so much for 4k+ reads.
this is unbelievable ❤️
-L

date: February 22, 2019
word count: 1019