// it had been a week since that night at the gas station. taehyung and yoongi had been texting almost non-stop. both men were becoming attached to each other, but neither wanted to admit it. it had been a week since they had seen each other too. taehyung was working more than usual and yoongi was busy too. well that's what he told tae when he apologized for for working so much. yoongi wasn't really busy, all he did was stay home and smoke weed, but what taehyung didn't know wouldn't hurt him.
on top of all of that, it had also been a week since yoongi had asked taehyung to see him outside of the gas station. neither of them wanted to bring it up. taehyung was worried that yoongi only asked because he was high, and that yoongi wouldn't like him when he was sober. yoongi was worried about the same thing, he knew he was a different person when he was high. when he smoked he was confident, he was lively, he was fun. without drugs he was shy, he was anxious, and he was boring. yoongi couldn't stop worrying about all the things taehyung wouldn't like about him. he was so nervous about these things he almost forgot about what worried him the most.
he was worried that taehyung only saw him as a friend. he obviously didn't think that taehyung was in love with him, not yet at least, but he didn't want to be seen as just a friend. yoongi knew he had a small crush on taehyung and he hoped that there was at least a chance that the other man felt the same way.
in the week that they hadn't seen each other yoongi was preparing himself to see taehyung. he knew that taehyung didn't mind his smoking habit, but he almost felt bad for only going to the gas station when he was high. he couldn't explain it. yoongi wondered if he should try to see taehyung when he was sober, but every time that though crossed him mind he got ridiculously nervous. so nervous that he ended up getting high again. he was tired of this and he was going to do his very best to break the cycle that he was stuck in. no matter how hard it was yoongi was going to try for taehyung. //
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midnight highs. | taegi | on hiatus
Fanfiction"oh my god. you smell like weed!" taehyung works the night shift at a small gas station where yoongi comes to buy snacks when he gets high.
