Fragile

Chapter 9-Liar, liar pants on fire

-,,Can I uh"-I scratched the back of my head-,,can I offer you anything?"

Jossy took off her blazer and sat down on my bed, keeping her sight on her nails. I don't know who looks more uncomfortable.

-,,No, thank you."-she took a deep breath-,,sit down."

I didn't like this. Me and Jossy always have fun and goof around, I like spending time with her. Is one kiss going to ruin everything now?

I leaned on my desk across her.
-,,Listen Jossy I-"
-,,Now you won't even sit next to me?"- she raised her voice a bit and met my gaze.

-,,No that's not why-"
-,,No, you listen!"-she tucked hair behind her ear and stood up. I don't even know how I managed to piss her off within 30 seconds.

-,,It happened what happened, we didn't plan it but for fuck sake Andre"-she started walking around-,,you don't leave like that. You brought me there and you left me there! Not to mention the fact you left me alone in that bathroom where dude was pissing all over!"

-,,I didn't mean t-"
-,,Of course you didn't! You didn't mean to kiss me, you didn't mean to like it and you didn't mean to fucking leave me there!"-her voice was echoing through my apartment.
-,,Do you regret it?"-she finally lowered her voice and she looked at me.

I wish she would interrupt me now.Should I regret it?Yeah.Do I?

-,,I have a girlfriend."- is all I could say at the moment. Now, understand me here, I had all speech planned in my head, I didn't plan on living tornado to come and mess it up.

-,,Oh fuck your girlfriend. Do you kiss her like you kissed me last night?"-she folded her arms and stood in place.-,,or that was the alcohol?"

-,,You kissed me first."-I took a grip on the table.-,,Look Jossy, things happened, I'm not the type to cheat on my girlfriend and you're definetly not the girlfriend material. What is that you're expecting from me right now?"

-,,You egoistic asshole, I would never date you"-she raised her voice again and took step towards me. Her cheeks were flushed, her eyes were sparkling of the angriness.-,,Who the fuck you think you are? You thought I came here to ask you to leave your little girlfriend because of me?!"

Holy shit, she's beautiful.

-,,Why did you come then?"
She widened her eyes, her mouth opened and closed. It's like she was having a fight with herself cuz she couldn't decide what curse to use.

-,,I came here to tell you that"-she started pointing finger at me and took a step closer, her finger tapping my chest.-,,you are one of the most repulsive"-tap-,,narcisstic"-tap-,,biggest assholes I ever met and that you can fu-"

I snapped.I took her by her wrist and pulled her body on mine.I smashed my lips on hers hungrily kissing her, wrapping my arm around her waist.

She kissed me back wrapping her arms around my neck. One of her hands went through my hair, pulling me towards her.

I didn't care. There was no point. We're not friends and we can't be friends. She was trouble and this was wrong but I didn't care. I just knew that I wanted her since I saw her crying eyes that night at Alecs party.

My lips never left hers as I wrapped her legs around my waist and laid her down on my bed. Somewhere inbetween our kisses, my shirt went off. Not longer after that, so did her shorts, her tank top followed.

I left trails of kisses on her neck, her soft moans in my ear like a harmony.

It was like electricity between us that kept me dragging to her and no matter how my body was close on her exposed skin, it wasn't enough.