Out of my Limit (5SOS)

.Chapter 2

-5SOS Studio-

"Hi Kath"

"Hi Calum, Ahm.. si Luke?"

BTW. I and the 5SOS are friends, kaya nakakapasok ako sa studio nila. Yeah read it right. They have their own studio given by the Supreme Student Council. Dito kasi sa school, ang 5SOS ang tinuturing na VIP ng school.

Sila ang most famous sa campus and also sa buong bansa. So kapag babae ka at malapit ka sa kanila or gf ka ng isa sa kanila, ready yourself kasi uulanin ka ng bashers.

"si Luke? teka... asan nga pala si Luke" napakamot na lang sa ulo si Calum

"Michael, nakita mo si Luke?" Calum

"No"

"Ash?"

"Di sya umattend. I don't know what happened. but last time I saw him, he's freakin' like hell. I never saw him serious like that." Ashton

"Serious like Mikey? HAHAHA" Calum

Death glare - Mike (Michael)

"I'm just making the atmosphere light. Chill Mikey Haha" Calum

"ah san ko ba siya possibly na makikita?"

"Try mo sa library" Michael

"HAAA?"

"Why? don't believe me?" Taray talaga

"No.. ofcourse not. ok I'll look for him there"

Weird talaga ni Michael, san namang lupalop pumasok sa isip nya na nasa Library si Luke. For someone who's suffering from break up, he should be in their special place who will remind him of her.

"Ease his pain Kath. He needs you more than us" Ash

I nodded then I left them to find Luke in the library though I have doubts seeing him there.

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I'm on my way to the library. Hm, masilip nga muna sa bintana. Wierd din kasi ni Michael. of all places talagang sa library pa ha... HAAAAAA? *eye widened*

Bakit?

Pumasok na ako sa loob.

"Luke"

Yeah. Mikey the wierdoo is right. He's here. but why here? Ugh both weirdo. Pero bakit napaka laking issue sakin na dito sa library nageemote tong si Luke? tss.

Tahimik lang syang nakatingin sa kawalan. His blue eyes, that was very lively before.. now is full of pain and agony.

"Luke"

For the second time, still no response.

"Am I talking to Mr. Luke Hemmings of 5SOS here?"

Ya. Atlast nilingon din ako, waiting for me to say something again.

"tara sa canteen.. e

rBrunch tayo. I haven't yet eaten breakfast. So tara samahan mo ko" pamimilit ko sa kanya. As I'm trying to hide the pain through my lively voice.

"I'm not hungry, you do it youself. Go ahead"

"Luke naman. tara na kasi..  wala akong kasama oh come on"

"Ikaw na lang Kath"

"LuKe..."

pero tumayo na siya at aalis na. Ha.. walk out? Nang dahil jan sa gf mong famewhore nagkakaganyan ka? Hoy Luke, get a grip of yourself. You shouldn't be like that.

"Luke... san ka nanaman ba pupunta"

*kroo kroo kroo kroo kroo*

no response????

"Hey"

Sinundan ko lang siya. Ang bilis maglakad.

"San ka ba pupunta?"

(Calum calling...) Ringtone: Tell me where you're hidding your Voodoo Doll cause I can't control myself...

"Hello Calum"

"Kath, did you see him there?"

"Yeah. as a matter of fact sinusundan ko sya ngayon. He's going to somewhere that I don't know"

Nakalabas na pala kami ng gate ng campus? Aa.. asan na si Luke???

"I'll call you back later Calum"

*End of call*

"Luke. Wait. Hintayin mo naman ako"

Shocks umuulan e..

"Luke don't you think its a good idea na bumalik na tayo sa studio? umuulan e. baka magkasakit tayo?"

Tuloy pa rin sya sa paglalakad...

"May practice kayo ng band mo e. Calum, Ash and even Michael is looking for you"

"Let them. I don't care"

Talagang... mas pipiliin nyang magkaganito sa babaeng yun kaya sa band nya at... sakin? Mas matagal nman kaming magkakasama a. Itatapon nya lang ba bigla yun?

By that uminit ulo ko. He needs to get a grip. Kaylangan nyang magising sa katotohanan. Baliw na sya.

"Luke. they're just worried about you. Napaka insensitive mo naman! Immature! Immobile! ang selfish mo. Hindi lang naman ikaw ang nagiisang may problema sa mundo!" I already raised my voice just to make him stop and get his attention. Well it did. Pero...

Walang emosyong tinalikuran nya lang ako at naglakad. Aba't... kausap ko lang ba e hangin????

"Luke naman, can't you see? Wala na kayo! Your story of love with Kaye is DONE. Siya na mismo tumapos! ACCEPT IT! LUKE, MOVE ON"

"Is that it? Ganon lang ba kadali iyon? Accept? Move on? Madaling sabihin... NAPAKA HIRAP GAWIN!"

Parang bumalik lang sa akin ang mga sinabi ko sa kanya. Should I tell it to myself? ACCEPT? accept the fact that Luke will not going to love me the way I wanted to.. Move on? Yeah. If that's the case.. that Luke will not Love you back... MOVE ON! can I? PAIN SET ME FREE! I'M HURT HERE.

But like what he said.. madaling sabihin, napaka hirap gawin.. Even I.. I can't do it!

"Luke, I know it's hard... but.. kaylangan, if that's the only way ..."

"Shut the f... up! Wala kang alam"

By that natahimik na lang ako. I was shocked, frightened and still processing what he says..

Did he cursed me? First time. this is the first.

Ngayon.. hindi ko na napigilang tumulo ang luha. Ang sakit sa mata.. pero mas masakit pala dito (hawak sa dibdib where the heart is located)

"I knew everything... EVERYTHING Luke." As a matter of fact, ikaw ang walang alam. I just whisphered it. I have no guts, and feel so drained.

Si Luke?.. naglalakad nya akong tinalikuran. At gaya ng pagbuhos ng ulan mabilis akong bumagsak sa lupa at....

Everything went black.

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