SOTUS: I Fell For A Man?

CHAPTER [1]

Everyone who knows and works with Kongpob are already familiar with his phobias and trauma but no one was able to help him because it's hard enough for him to deal with them so he thought it's better not to deal with them at all not getting help ..just stay they way he is 

A worker that happens to be gay works with Kongpob and as much as possible he tries not to get too close to him but also tries to act normal towards , the worker had once touched him by accident and as expected Kongpob shook it off but Arthit didn't seem bothered by that because he's been told not to touch him since he's a guy himself 

But even so Arthit wouldn't leave him alone and would keep talking to him knowing well Kongpob is a homophobe 

Arthit's POV

i have been working with a guy who's 2 years younger than me him being a homophobe doesn't bother me because i know not everyone accepts it and i was once in denial about my sexuality but i accepted as time went by 

But i have been feeling different when i'm around him now my heart beats which i haven't felt since my last boyfriend and i know that i might be starting to like him..it's bizarre for me to like someone who hates someone like me certainly nothing can happen between us 

when i see him smile around his friends it makes me smile seeing his soft side instead of that disgusted face he gives me , which gets me sad but i hide it and bury it inside never to tell him 

i don't know what triggered him to have all these phobias but is there in no way i can help him?

Ba-Dump Ba-Dump ...my heart is beating as he comes closer to me  , he hands me papers putting them on my desk "our boss told me to give these to you to do" i nodded and he left with clearing his throat 

*sigh* i look at the pile that was handed to me and i start working on them stretching my arms out before hand...

When i was finally done i got up to the counter to take a cup of coffee for myself to help me concentrate feeling i'm going cross eyed from seeing to many words at the same time 

"Arthit" i heard my name being called out who turned out to be P'Earth "since we have time before going back to our work you got any gossip or news you can share?" P'Earth has always been listening to what i say and talk occasionally on stuff "or could tell me on who you like?" 

i choked on the first sip of coffee i took "don't think you were hiding it that well honey" i cleared my throat "h-how? what? i never said anything or told anyone" she laughed leaning on the counter with the coffee mug in her hands "it's written all over your face , you would constantly blush , giggle , or sigh as if your thinking about someone" 

Arthit sighs and takes another sip of his coffee before talking "it's never going to happen" she puts the coffee mug on the counter and stares directly at Arthit "why? did he reject you when you confessed?" Arthit quickly shook his head "then why?"

"because he's homophobic" Earth startled Arthit as she yelled and slammed her hands on the counter "homo-homophobic? KONGPOB? you like Kongpob?" 

Arthit covered her mouth to shut her up for being too loud "ssshhhh they'll hear you" it was too late when Arthit saw Kongpob coming in with a shocked face and walked away a second later "aaahh shit P'Earth because of you he heard" 

she covered her mouth "oops sorry" putting the mug of the coffee on the counter "i have to go after him and explain" but she held on to his arm "and say what?"

"i don't know but i'll figure it out when i catch up to him" she let go "i'm sorry but good luck" i nodded and left , i asked people around if they have seen him but none have so i gave up and thought i'll find him later 

deciding on to going to the roof to clear my mind and think about what to say when i see him ..but my luck wasn't on my side since now i see him on the roof too , just when i was looking for him i couldn't find him and now i thought maybe i'll find him later i see him on the roof? really...

i walked up to where he is and leaned on the railing just like him , he seemed to figure out he wasn't alone and looked at me for a second and just like before he was about to walk away 

i stopped him by holding his arm but he yanked it off forgetting that he disliked that "don't touch me , you should know that" his tone was rude but my heart would still beat because of him , i held out both my arms as if i surrender "sorry can we just talk"

"about what?" i felt like i was talkimg to a brick wall it's sometimes hard to get something through him  "about what you heard"

"what did i hear?" i was getting annoyed and accidentally yelled "that i like you damn it"

Kongpob: "i never heard such thing"

Arthit: "are you kidding me?"

Kongpob: "i don't need a man liking me it's pointless i hate guys like you and always will"

Arthit: "what did we ever do to you to hate us this much"

Kongpob stayed quiet not wanting to answer me "fine don't tell me but not all of us are bad i know you have your right to hate me or not but if you hate me for liking you ..then i don't know what to say" 

and just like that Kongpob left without saying anything leaving Arthit alone on the roof . Arthit leaned on the railing again sighing to himself not knowing what to do anymore with the sound of tapping of Kongpob's shoes as he walks away