Kongpob wasn't expecting the warm gesture and the words that came out from Arthit after getting lashed out by him, but he didn't refuse, actually he's rather happy and he couldn't find words to respond to Arthit so he just hummed in response. This makes Kongpob know he's atleast done one thing right during these few days, not backing out and giving up on Arthit.
He's finally starting to improve himself because he has someone's support
Now Arthit being a worrywart for how his half dead looking junior appears right now knowing he hasn't eaten much and the reason on why, he willingly let go of Kongpob, letting the atmosphere they had around them cool down.
Arthit got up and made whatever he could find lying in the kitchen no matter how much his junior protested. Nevertheless Kongpob is happy having something to eat, especially if it's made from someone he likes.
Sitting at the dining area where it's complete silence from the two, the only sounds that could be heard is the gas burning as it cooks what it's in the pot.
Arthit cooks and Kongpob waits at the dining table, they couldn't help but think about the other in the room, to know the other is only a few centremetres away, with no one but them in the apartment.
"P', you need any help"
"Can you hand me the salt near you" Arthit asked Kongpob without having to look at him so he could tend the pot, when a sudden electric sensation on his left side was felt, making him jump. "P', you okay?" After what's happened today and the past few weeks, it is all starting to hit Arthit and being this close to the person he likes is freaking him out, in his head he's intentionally screaming.
"nothing, thanks for the salt it's almost done you can sit down" Kongpob nods noticing a bit of stutter in between the sentence and sits back down.
Arthit's POV
I've tried to ignore it but i can tell in the corner of my eyes that he's staring at me. At this very moment i just can't look at him, or i might jump him and that's very first time i have ever felt like that. Just what are we exactly?.. ugh i feel like some high school girl when i have thoughts like this. When i think about it though i don't want to rush into anything, even if Kongpob has come to the terms of his feelings and had gone ahead to tell his mother just to prove to me.
One of us need to at least think and react about this situation in a responsible manner, all he's done is doing in an impulse just because i said he needs to prove his feelings.
Even as i make this food for him all i'm doing is talking to myself, and it's also all about him.
I take a deep breath as i turn off the stove "ok i can do this"
I put the food in a bowl and on the table. The sickly looking junior infront of me eats and i could tell he enjoys it, even with this silence i feel comfortable with him like this. I look at him and to think this would happen after a few weeks when i confessed or should i say when he accidentally found out from P'Earth's loud mouth.
Seeing him infront of me gulping down the food i made somehow makes me full, actually just when i look or even just take a glance at him i'm full and satifisfied.... damn what does that make me? nothing decent probably, i feel really happy at this moment though.
"P' i'm all done"
"Already?" i said in curosity at how time had flown by, or is it because he was so hungry he ate too fast. i can't even tell because i was too into my thoughts. All of a sudden a laugh made me clearly look at the person infront of me.
"P'Arthit, what have you been thinking about, i mean i can guess tha-" without thinking i had put my hand over his mouth, knowing he has a smile under it, anybody can tell by the eyes that also look as is if they're smiling at me or is it a smirk?.. either one he can be quite mischievious.
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SOTUS: I Fell For A Man?
FanfictionKongpob and Arthit work together at a company , Kongpob is traumatised due to his dad leaving his mother for a man also causing him to be a homophobe. So will he express the love he has for Arthit or will he back out having his trauma taking over...