Please Give Me A Sign

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You waited infront of the door. But Johnny didn't come . Johnny please come and support me, i can't do this alone. Please come to the door and stay with me at the hospital..

You could think about this, but it didn't make him come. So you slammed the door behind you.

You ran away but on your way you fell because of this girl.
She tried to stop you from falling. When she realized it was to late, she offered you to stand up.

"I'm so sorry miss." She bowed and gave you  a hand. She saw you crying.
"Are you oka-" someone interrupted her with a big scream. It came from a little man.

"COME BACK HERE MINYOUNG!!" She looked at the little man. When she turned her head back to you, you already ran away.

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When you came in, the nurse already called your name.

"Miss chan.." She saw you half crying. "isn't someone with you?" Her head spinned around the whole room, but there was no one around you.

"Sweetheart, you are probably very shook. Unfortunately your mother is in the surgery room now. She can't have visitors the upcoming days... We're terribly sorry." She calmed you down.

"What happend to her?" you said underneath your breath.

"A car accident. She was driving while drinking. She fainted because of the overdose alcohol and drove against a big brickwall..." she explained very softly.

"I'm sorry y/n but the police thinks she was planning to commit suicide. She left a note behind in the desk of her car..

"What a bitch. WHAT A STUPID BITCH."  The nurse frozed.

"W-what do you mean?" She looked confused and concerned at the same time.

"SHE WOULD LEAVE ME , AS AN ORPHAN. WHY DIDN'T SHE THINK ABOUT ME. SHE NEVER DOES.
SHE JUST WORKS AND SLEEPS ALL DAY, 24/7! I HATE HER.." You tried to control yourself. The nurse tried to calm you down and tried to hug you , but you pushed her arms away and walked out of the hospital.

Bitch, slut, whore, cunt. she would leave me like dad did. How dare she?

You went home, you just fast walked trough the whole neighborhood. The hospital of Illinois is on the west and you lived on the east side.

New messages:

Stay wet! (group with your Bestfriends)
Johnny ❤️❤️

You didn't feel like looking at your friends energetic texts. So you just opened Johnny's.

Johnny ❤️❤️:  Hi y/n. I'm sorry to tell you this but I'm leaving you and Illinois. It's for private reasons. You'll never see me again.
Promise me you'll be brave forever!  You are a pretty girl and I'm going to miss you...
You are my everything..
-Johnny.

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You couldn't believe your eyes...

You screamed so loud. You grabbed your head. Fuck my life.

Fuck everything. You're a fucking loser y/n. Your mom almost died, johnny broke up with you. Because of me?

You decided to ignore your friends for this weekend. You're alone. Alone.. No johnny, no mom, no friends.

You cried in silence, alone. The whole night you cried with your head in your knees, until you fell asleep on the couch.

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*Johnny's POV*

"Why are you crying johnny?  This girl  I saw today was crying too.." I ignored her but she really looked concerned this time..

"Do you even fucking care? Leave me alone!" she nodded.

"I do fucking care okay?!" she crossed her arms and looked out of the window.

"Our relationship 1 year ago was a mistake okay? We drank and made love. While I was with my girlfriend. I cheated on her... I don't like you anymore. So leave me the fuck alone!"
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"I know you did back then" She kissed me... So I pushed her away

"Minyoung... I can't do this. I truly love y/n."

Then someone shouted, it was from downstairs.
"ARE YOU GUYS DONE ALREADY? WE'RE WAITING AND WE DON'T HAVE TIME LEFT!" It was an sm manager. I packed my bag fast and left. I grabbed my phone for the very last time.
I texted y/n... Fuck why do I need to hurt her so bad,  why? She's at her weakest now.

" She might  get herself killed... " then suddenly Minyoung came into my room.

"What? Who is She?"  I totally ignored her. She sighted.

"Let's go, the plane will arrive in 2 hours..." she said. She left with a sad face.

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END OF THIS CHAPTER.

HI guys, I'm very for this fast chapter like you can see. I'm just very busy and stuff. Even though I only have one reader lol.
But the next one will be longer and better etc.
Bye bye!

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