I HATE MYSELF, I HATE MYSELF I'M SO FUCKIN UGLY, I'M UGLY I'M UGLY. I'M NOT WORTH IT I HATE MYSELF. I JUST WANT TO KILL MYSELF.
EVERYTHING WENT WRONG TODAY EVERYTHING , I HATE LIFE I FUCKING HATE IT, I WANT TO COMMIT SUICIDE. _I'M UGLY _
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My guilt for reading her personal diary started to build up. I shouldn't do this, I just shouldn't. She's been trough allot.
My tears fell down, I sat there quitely crying. Get yourself together mana, next chapter...
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Dear Diary, I want to say that I'm sorry. I should not be this mad at myself, I should be mad at my friends, my boyfriend and my mom. They all just left me in the dust.
I don't like it, I don't like everything.
Why did my boyfriend left me after my mom had a huge incident. She's not going to be awake any time soon.
Should I just ignore my friends? I'm always thirthweeling anyways. They always just hang out with the two of them. They are only happy because they like kpop and my boyfriend is Asian. I heard sofi had a crush on him... It was from a classmate though so I don't know. The classmates name is Sandra, she's lowkey a bitch. LOWKEY.
I'm going to sleep now, I'm going to sleep forever.
3am
The nurse just called me, my mom is doing very bad. She's in critical condition. She got a little heart attack in the middle of the night, luckily the nurses could let her heart beat again.
Goodnight Diary...
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"Whatsupp with this? This is kind of weird. Who's her boyfriend?"
YOU ARE READING
Our love is limitless// Johnny Seo X Reader \\
Fanfiction"Y/N, you got to know that our love is limitless.." That's what he said 1 year before he left.
