The Nerd and The Bad Boy

Chapter 6

    It was Toby..... Why is he even here? Where did he come from? I couldn't really focus on that when I saw Reece right behind him looking hurt and disappointed. Oh my goddess what have I done? I registered it all and pushed Toby away and slapped him. This isn't right.

   "Toby we can't. You have a girlfriend and I don't feel that way about you." I opened the door and walked inside closing it in his face. I made sure I locked it before I start to walk upstairs. I walked up to my room and fell on my bed. See I like to scream in my pillow because it's a great therapy for me. After I finished that I just laid there staring at my ceiling. Why does life have to seem so complicated? Why can't it just be a walk in the park? I give up. I'm just gonna lay in my bed fro the rest of my life. Yup that seems like a plan.

*Some Time Later*

     I think it is 1 AM now and I'm still just sitting here in my lonesome. All of a sudden there was a knock on my window. I got up and opened it already knowing it was Toby. "Toby I don't want to deal with you right now. I'm not in the mood." I walk back to my bed without closing the window. "Mariana come on! You can't tell me that you didn't feel anything with that kiss." I mean he isn't wrong. I did feel something but I didn't want to admit it just yet. So I'm just gonna ignore him. But that is very hard when you are under your covers and he is sitting on the end of your bed. I guess he decided to welcome himself into my room.

     I can feel he is getting frustrated with me but I'm not gonna give into him. "You know what if you don't wanna talk then you can just listen. Mariana I have felt something for you since you came here. I broke up with Meg for you. I want to give this a try but when I saw you with that other guy I couldn't stop myself from kissing you. I wanted to show him that you are mine and I'm not gonna give up on this. I want to be with you." WHAT? I am NOT his. I'm my own person. This was making me beyond mad.

     "I am NOT yours. In fact I am so far from being yours at this rate. I didn't need you to break up with the school slut to show that you are date-able. I don't feel that way about you and I never will. You are a conceded boy who wouldn't know a boundary for his life. You play with peoples emotions because that's all you know how to do. You're not capable of loving someone let alone liking them. Kissing me in front of Reese was too far and I'm not dealing with your mood swings anymore. Now leave or I will call the police. "I felt bad for saying that but I can't be with him. He is a bad person and I can't have that in my life. Not right now and not ever. I have had too many toxic relationships in my life and I need to be on my own for awhile. After about a minute he left, well more like stormed out. I told myself not to feel bad and finally went to bed.

    I soooooo don't want to go to school. There has been too much drama going on for a life time. So I called my mom and told her I didn't feel well and wasn't up to go to school today. She didn't care like always and said to get sleep and some soup. Of course I didn't listen and just hung up. I got changed into some sweats on and went downstairs to get some breakfast and went back up stairs. I heard my phone going off and decided to just let it ring instead of going to pick it up. I got back to my room and saw 5 text messages, 2 from Jake and 3 from Toby. I looked at Jake's first.

"Hey where are you? Are you okay?"

"Just text me when you see this."

      I texted back that I didn't feel well and was staying home and left it at that. Next I saw Toby just texted again so I decided to read them.

"Mar where the hell are you?"

"You better not be ignoring me!"

"Mariana answer me, I'm really worried. Please answer."

"Mar please answer me. I'm sorry about yesterday. Please just let me know you are okay. Please."

    Man does he text too much. I decided not to text him back. He didn't deserve it. I didn't feel like he needed to know all of my life details. After all I'm not supposed to like him. But apparently he didn't think that because he decided to text me again.

"Why aren't you at school?"

"I believe last night I made it very clear that that is none of your business. So if you don't mind I would like to eat my breakfast in peace."

       I put my phone on silent and went back to eating my cereal. Honestly Cheerios are the best cereal out there. I turned on my tv and watched Friends. After about 5 minutes later I heard knocking on my door.....