Heartbroken

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Before we start this story, this book contains..

•Self-Harm

•Depression

•Mature Language

•Tiny bit of Smut

•Lots of Fluff

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Taehyung's POV

Jungkook and I are dating. We've been dating for a year. Staying with our members and hiding our relationship sucks. I just want to tell the world. Bighit and Jungkook said no though. We can't. It will ruin everyone's career. Well, how do they know that?

I love Jungkook. More than anything. I just hope he loves me too. He has been doing something lately. Always hanging out with Jimin. Jimin is my bestfriend. I just don't want it to seem like I don't trust the two. But, it hurts. What's so important that you have to interrupt a date? A movie night? Cuddling?

But, I might just be paranoid. I'm fine. Because of this I occasionally talk to Yoongi and Hoseok. Since, Namjoon and Jin are always together they are the only ones left.

I was just watching the two record. Something I do daily. I know Jimin and Jungkook are close because when I was filming they would hang out. I wanted to spent my whole time with Kookie when I got back but.. it didn't work out. We talk about it. He just wants me to trust him. I do. But, what will happen?

"Tae? We are working on a new song and your deep voice would be perfect for it." Yoongi spoke pulling me out of my thoughts.

I just nodded and got up to sing. The hyungs lookes at me and saw my face. I wasn't looking great.

"Hey, Tae. You okay? Have you been getting sleep lately?" Hoseok asked me.

"You should be asking that to Kookie. He's been coming home at 2 all the time for the past two weeks and I hear Jimin just getting home too." I said kinda irritated without meaning to.

"Hey, look. Kookie loves you alright. Even if we both want to be with you more and you know it, Kookie has you." Yoongi said trying to comfort me.

Yeah, the two people I hang out with has a crush on me. Yet, I'm taken by a guy I loved forever yet he doesn't even hang around me.

"Just pour your soul into it. This somg is about heartbreak and pain. Not saying you have experience but it will better with your voice." Yoongi explained.

I nodded and closed my eyes for a second. I started singing with everything I got. Every lyric I made up by myself. Yoongi didn't know what I wrote but he let me sing it anyways. He said that it really was good for the song.

But, that lyrics had an inspiration. His name is Jeon Jungkook.

I stopped singing and sat down with Hoseok. He put his hand on my mind and I looked at him. He gave me a look saying 'sorry'.

Yoongi broke our look and just started speaking.

After a while I went back to the dorms. Laying on the bed. I heard Jimin and Jungkook laughing as they came in. I got up and looked at them.

"So, how was your day?" I asked the two vocalists.

"It was great. We went and ate and then Jimin made me get him a toy which he threw at me and ended up getting kicked out." Jungkook laughed.

"Yeah, it was so much fun. Good thing we didn't get arrested!" Jimin chuckled as well.

I looked at the two. Why did they seem more in love than Kookie is with me? It hurt knowing this. I have big eyes for a reason. That is being observant.

Jimin then left and said good bye to us. Jungkook stared at the door, smiled, and sat near me.

"Kookie, tell me the truth. Do you actually love me?" I asked catching Jungkook off guard.

He hesitated, "Of course, I do. Why do you think I'm still with you."

"So you don't hurt me." I said earning a silent Kookie.

"Tae, we talked about this. Jimin and I just like to hang around eachother a lot. Don't you trust me?" Jungkook asked.

"Would you?" I asked him.