Heartbroken

2

"Would you?" I asked him.

"What do you mean?" He told me.

"You know what I mean. If you were in my shoes, would you believe yourself?" I explained.

"We are not fighting right now." Jungkook said.

"We're not, we're settling a problem. You are mine. Not his." I told him.

"I'm not a toy, Tae!" Jungkook raised his voice.

"Neither am I!" I started clenching my fists.

"Stop playing around. You're always with him. More than your own boyfriend. How could I not assume anything? At all." I said having my eyes filled with tears.

"Tae, I'm going to sleep in Jimin's dorm. Let's just have some space for a bit." Jungkook said quietly.

"I'm used to it." I said.

He left the dorm and I just laid there. Staring at the ceiling.

I heard someone come in. It was Hoseok hyung and Yoongi hyung. They sat on the two chairs next to me.

"Tae, what happened? Jungkook seemed a bit tense when he walked out." Hoseok spoke.

"Nothing." I lied. They both looked at eachother and that at me.

"We know it's not nothing. We're not dense." Yoongi said.

They kept on asking and talking about Jungkook and I. My eyes filled more with tears until finally I said something as they dropped.

"I don't know what I'm gonna do if Kookie and I break up." I spoke and the two helped me sit up and wiped my tears.

"Guys, I have to go. I have to meet Namjoon to edit the rest of the song. Tae, remeber. Don't be naive." Yoongi said and walked out.

I was left with Hoseok sitting in front of me as I curled into a ball and cried.

Why did he always hang out with him? Why not me? What's so important?

I cried more and Hoseok grabbed my cheek and wiped the tears away with his thumb. Making the both of us look at each other. Our lips and faces only inches apart. I could see him blush and I did as well. We got lost in eachother's eyes and had no idea what we were doing.

Until he leaned closer to me and placed his soft lips on mine. He kiss me softly and I kissed him back. Until I pulled away.

"Hoseok, don't do this." I said pulling away.

"I'm sorry, Tae." He spoke softly and sat back down.

"Just go to sleep. I'll be right here." He told me.

I closed my eyes but I was still thinking. Wondering. Why the hell did I kiss him back? I pulled away because I'm still taken. But, I know for a fact that I'm not the only one who kissed another. Yeah, I stumbled upon two little vocalists kissing on the balcony.

Yet, I'm still with him.

"It's just an accident." I thought thinking back to that day.

With those thoughts I dozed off into sleep.