Heartbroken

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A/N: I forgot to put this in.

TRIGGER WARNING! MENTIONS OF SELF HARM AND DEPRESSION!

Something about my past triggered that anger. I sacrificed everything. I was in this group now. But, I missed everything. My grandma died. I barely get to see my parents and everything I thought was gonna be fine when I met him.

But, no. It ended up being heartbreak after heartbreak.

Now, I don't know. I had scars on my arms because of that pain. To drown it all out. With more.

"I'm done with all of it! All the freaken idiotic pain! Have you not felt anything? Anything at all? You literally are not paying attention to anything but you or Jimin." I cried and pulled up my sleeves revealing the plenty of scars all over my arms.

Everyone's eyes turned big and looked at me. Those who I trusted were worried. Those who broke me were shocked.

"I loved you for god's sake! I thought everything was gonna be fine after that. I didn't realize I would experience more pain and more heartbreak in my entire life!" I yelled crying.

"Tae, I'm sorry. Don't hurt yourself anymore. Please." Jungkook begged.

I looked at him.

It was all silence now.

"Yoongi, now you know where all the lyrics come from." I said and slammed the front door as I left the house.

I didn't know where I was going. Or when I was gonna stop running. But, I was going to a place where I would feel at ease for once in my life.

Back At The Dorms

"WHAT THE F*CK, JUNGKOOK?!" Yoongi said enraged.

"Calm down, Yoongi." Hoseok said quietly.

"HOW CAN I? YOU FREAKEN BROKE HIS HEART AND MADE HIM ALMOST KILL HIMSELF! NOW HE'S GOD KNOWS WHERE AND IT'S YOUR F*CKEN FAULT!" Yoongi yelled at Jungkook.

Jungkook was on the floor looking down. Not caring at all what anyone was saying or that Jimin was comforting him. He knew he hurt Taehyung. He didn't deserve him.

Yoongi grabbed his coat and opened the door.

"Where are you going?" Hoseok asked.

"I'm going to f*cken find him. It's not like this idiot will." Yoongi said clearly annoyed with Jungkook.

Yoongi left and searched one place his 'friend' could be.

Han River.