BTS FF *HATE ME*

Chapter 8

Y/N POV
I woke up the next morning by myself. No Jin. He is probably down stairs. I got up and changed

I went downstairs and found everyone in the kitchen.
All: Good morning Y/N
Y/N: Umm good morning
Jin: You want some food?
Y/N: No thank you
Jin: Y/N you need to eat
Y/N: Why I'm just gonna puke it out anyways
Jin: Y/N I said eat!!!
I sat down at the table and took a bite
Y/N: There happy
Jin: Yes actually I am
I took another bit and they just stared at me. I could feel my stomach noting inside I new I was gonna puke any second. I ran to the restroom and threw up. I heard footsteps.
Jin: Y/N are you okay
Y/N: I'm fin....
I couldn't finish cause I threw up again, and again, and again.
Jimin: Y/N we have to go to the hospital
Y/N: No I'm fine rea......
I threw up again. I started feeling light headed.
Suga: Y/N are you okay
I just sat against the wall trying to keep my head up by putting my hand on my knee and my head on my hand.
Y/N: I'm okay
My vision became blurry and my head started to hurt. My arm slumpped to my side so my head was now hanging low. I tried to keep it up but it was just swaying.
Jin: Y/N
Y/N: Huh
I started closing my eyes. I started to hear voices calling my name. Then I blacked out.

Jin POV
Jin: Y/N
Y/N: Huh
The she started closing her eyes.
Then we all started calling her name. Then she blacked out.
Jin: Kookie get her in the van were taking her to the hospital.
Kookie: Okay
Kookie then picked her up and took her to the van. I layed her head on my lap.
About 20 minutes later we arrive at the hospital.
Kookie picked her up and brought her inside.
Jin: We need a doctor
Doctors and nurses came and took
Y/N on a bed and took her in the emergency room.
V: Do you think she will be okay?
Jin: Yeah

2 hours later
I saw the doctor coming towards us so I stood up
Jin: What's wrong with her?
Everyone else stood up
Dr: It turns out Y/N has a disorder
Jin: Yes Dr she has a anxiety disorder
Dr: No I mean she has another disorder
Jin: What do you mean
Dr: She has a eating disorder. You are gonna have to keep her eating. Start with small meals to build up her strength. Or she will throw up each time. Also it seems to me that her anxity disorder is becoming worse so I will be giving her a inhaler.
Jin: Why would she need a inhaler?
Dr: She is becoming more scared and struggling with her breathing the slighting thing can scare her. It has to do something with her past.
Jin: What is it.
Dr: Its not for me to tell. When she feels comfortable she will tell you. You could see her if you want her room is 346. Just one more thing she is still in shock so just give her time to talk.
Jin: Thanks doctor.
Then we all went to the room.
When we got in the room we saw a lot of tubes stuck to her and she had a breathing mask on.
Y/N POV
I woke up to people talking. I tried to open my eyes but the light was blinding so I was trying to adjust to the light.
I look up and see 7 people staring at me.
I started to panic.
Jin: Its okay shhhh its okay
I started to calm after relizing who it was.
I felt something on my mouth and started to panic some more. I stood up straight and was feeling what was on my mouth tears coming out my eyes. I was trying to take it off.
Jin: Y/N you need to relax
Jin pushed me down a little to lay down. I'm so confused.
I look up with a confused face.
Jungkook: Y/N are you okay
I look up confused again.
Jin: Let me explain. So you fainted thats why you are here. The doctor also said you have a eating disorder so we have to watch your weight. And he also said your anxiety disorder got worse so you will be getting an inhaler.
I couldnt believe what I was hearing so I just slumped on my side on the hospital bed and looked at the wall and started to feel tears come down my face. I was crying.
Jin: Y/N are you okay
.

BTS POV
Rm: Man she is...
J-hope: Broken
Rm: Yup
Jimin: When can we take her back?
Jin: The doctor said tommarow morning.
Jungkook: What know?
Jin: Well we are gonna take care of her as if shes our sister. She is gonna live with us.
All: That's a good idea.
Jin: We will all be getting a inhaler for if something is wrong we each got an inhaler for her. And we have medication that we have to put in her food.
All: Okay.
Suga: It has been a long day guys its time for rest.
So the boys all spent the night at the hospital.

Y/N POV
I woke up in the morning and seen all of BTS asleep. Why do they even care about me?
I still had the mask on. I clicked the button for a nurse to come in.
Not long after a nurse came.
Nurse: Ahh ms. Y/N your awake.
I nod my head.
Nurse: Okay well I'm gonna take the mask off give your priscriptions and inhaler then you can leave.
I just nod my head.
Then Jin woke up.
Jin: Nurse is everything fine.
Nurse: Yes she is fine I'm just gonna take the face mask off, give priscriptions to you for you to take care of her and then she can leave.
Jin: Thank you
Nurse: No problem.
1 hour later.
Nurse: Okay you can all go home
Everybody said thank you and I just nodded. I dont feel like talking anymore.
-In the car-
Jungkook: Y/N how are you feeling?
I just stared at him with a blank expression.
Jin: Y/N when we go home im making you food.
I looked at him.
Then there was a bump on the road.
I started to panic. I thinking many different things at one time.
Jimin: Y/N calm down its nothing it was just a bump.
I started to calm down. I just sat back in the back seat.
- At house-
As soon as we got back to there house I went straight to the guest room.
I didnt care if I heard them call my name.
When I got inside I layed on the bed and coverd myself up in the blankets.
I put the blankets close to my head.
I just stared at the wall. Not one tear coming down my face.
I'm tired of this. Why am I still here?
Why are they helping me? I have a eating disorder? My anxiety got worse?
So many things were going threw my head I didn't relize the door opened and 14 eyes were staring at me.
V: Y/N are you okay?
Thats when it hit me everything is not okay. Everything is just not okay. Why does this have to happen to me.
Y/N: W-why me?
And that's when the tears started coming out.
RM: What do you mean?
Y/N: Why does everyone choose me as some kind of prey to feed on? And why does it hurt? I just want it to stop b-but it just won't. Nothing won't stop.
Jin: Y/N
Then Jin tried to touch me.
Y/N: N-n-no j-just dont touch me
p-please.
Jin: Sorry
Y/N: Don't be "sorry" . I hate that word. Everybody says that word but they dont mean it. It just ends up worst.........Can I just have some time alone?
Jin: Yeah I send one of the boys to get you when dinner is ready.
Y/N:........
Then they left.
That's when I new that this was only the beginning.