Chapter 4

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It has been 2 weeks and the beatings have not stopped and starving I can tell ive lost weight but just not enough. My dad abuses me and BTS and some girl group keep beating me up.
*Beep Beep*
I got up and did my morning routing

 *Beep Beep*I got up and did my morning routing

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I wore this.
I grabbed my bag and tiptoed downstairs so I dont see my dad.
Dad: Y/N make me breakfast
Y/N: I-I will be late for school
Dad: I dont care hurry up I'm hungry.
I got to the kitchen and make pancakes, eggs, and sausage for my dad.
Y/N: Here is your food
Dad: Good now get out of my face.
He then punches me in the face.
Dad: I said go don't look at me.
I quickly get my backpack and head out the door. I'm half way to school and I realize I'm gonna have a bruise on my face so put my huddie on and I keep my head down like always.
-10 minutes later-
I'm already late to class because of my dad.
I walk in the class.
Ms.Kim: Its nice of you to join us Y/N [ Not the sarcasm ]
Y/N: I'm sorry Ms.Kim it wont happen again.
Ms.Kim: It better not go sit down.
I then turn and see everyone staring at me but I just keep my head down until I'm at my seat. I can see all of BTS staring at me. I sit down and put my head down on my arms and look at the window I just stare at the tree.
Ms.Kim: Y/N keep your head up and pay attention.
I then sit up and pay attention. Then I stare off and think about whats been happening lately in my life. Then with out realizeing water is coming out my eyes. I just wipe my tears and pay attention.

Jungkook POV
I was in class and realize Y/N is not here. Oh well. Then she comes in and has a conversation with the teacher.
She then turns and walks to the seat next to me. She sits down and put her head on her arms and looks out the window. After awhile the teacher tells her to pay attention. I just look at her.
It looks like she dozed off. Then she started crying.
Jungkook: Jin Hyung Y/N is crying
Jin: Yeah we all see her
I turn to all of BTS and there staring at her.
She then wipes her tears and pays attention.

Y/N POV
*Ring Ring Ring*
I get up and get my stuff ready.
I walk out of class and go to the rooftop I sit down hold my necklace locket my mom gave with a picture of both of us.

I walk out of class and go to the rooftop I sit down hold my necklace locket my mom gave with a picture of both of us

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[pretend there is a picture of them together]
I look at it and hold it in my hand.

BTS POV
Without Y/N relizing all of BTS follow her to the rooftop.
Jimin: She is broken
Suga: What is she holding
Jin: Some kind of necklace
Then she started talking and they all payed attention.
Y/N: M-mom I miss you I'm so sorry for what happened its all my fault dad told me I'm the reason you died. W-why does everybody hurt me? Am I different then everyone else? Did I do s-something wrong? I need to tell you something that I've been keeping in for a while. [Breaths in] Before I transferred here to this school well way before that. I went back home one day after getting beat up by my bullies I went in and yelled for dad and you were still at work. He didnt answer I went to yours and dads room and he was having an affair mom I'm so sorry I wanted to tell you b-but he wouldnt let me its all my fault I-I should have told you mom please forgive me dont hate me like everyone else. But why did you have to go you were the only person I loved that understood me. That helped me but my anxiety disorder has been getting bad latley. I can't go to sleep because I'm scared somethings going to happen. Before I go mom I want you to know that I love you and I miss you. B-but I dont know if I can stay strong anymore its been to many years of hate so I'm giving up. Whats the point if everyone hates me even dad hates me. Did I do something?

And with that she stopped and looked at the sky.
All of BTS were in tears.
V: We need to help her
Jungkook: First we need to find out more today we should follow her home and see what happens.
Rap Mon: Good idea and she also just said she has anxiety disorder.
Jimin: What does that mean
J-hope: It means that something really bad happend to her and she gets really scared easily.
All:Oh

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