Chapter 1

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( In case you are wondering what she looks like look above )(She is 17)

*Beep Beep*
I wake up to the sound of my alarm.
I turn it off.
I look up at my fan and watch it spin around as I think about how my first day of school is gonna be like.
I get up after about 15 minutes of thinking I do my dayley routine.

I get up after about 15 minutes of thinking I do my dayley routine

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I put this on and put my hair in a messy bun.
I

dont like to dress up all girly like other girls. I just dont care what I put on.
I look in my mirror.
Fat
Ugly
Slut
Hoe
Without realizing a tear went down my cheek. I quickly wiped it. I put my sleeves up and look at my now formed scares from yesterday.
Y/N: You can do this. Its a new school. Everything is going to be fine.
But my thoughts are saying something else.
I go downstaires
Mom: Goodmorning sweetheart.
Y/N: Morning mom
Mom: Are you hungry?
Y/N: No (lie im starving I just don't want to get fatter)
Mom: Okay you should go your gonna be late.
Y/N: Okay mom love you [I kiss her cheek and leave]

I walk out and put my ear buds in and look down on the way to school.
In case you are wondering were my dad is he is probably hooking up with some stranger. My mom doesn't know he told me not to tell her. I found out one day after my old school
*Flasback*
I just got back from school my mom should be at work and my dad should be home.
Y/N: Dad I'm home
Y/N: Dad
I hear something in my mom and dad room I go upstairs.
As I got closer I hear things I don't want to. I open the door and see another women other than my mom on my dad.
My dad looks at me and his eyes widen.
Dad: Y/N I can explain.
Y/N: How could you? Your gonna ruin our family? I hate you?
Woman: I should leave
Y/N: Nah shit you should get out
Dad: Y/N language
Y/N: I don't care dad your sleeping with other women I hate you.
*End Flasback*
After that my dad told me never to tell my mom. My mom is the only thing I have. I feel guilty not telling her. Every time I see my dad he puts on a fake smile.
-15 minutes later-
I arrived at school

Wow is all I could say this school is so big

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Wow is all I could say this school is so big.
I walk in and people stair at me and whisper things.
Eww look at her she's ugly
Gross
Is she new
She has no style
Its already the first day of school and people hate me. I just ignore it and keep walking with my head down low as I look for the office.
I keep walking and bump into someones chest I look up and see 7 of the most handsomest people ever.
Y/N: I-I'm so sorry
???: watch were your going Bitch
And then they walk away.
I look around and see people giving me death glares.
I just keep walking with my head low and finally find the office.

*I hope you liked the first chapter keep reading to find put what happens next*

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