Creep☠

4. New Friends.

February 10th, 2017. 12:38 PM

I decided to finally get out of the house on this decent Saturday and go to the mall with Blossom. I live like 5 minutes away from it so I decide to walk and wait for her to come. I've only been out to go to school and when I'm there, I don't step outside until school is over. I gave myself some rules so I can try to live my life again. It's only been a few days but with no sight or signs of that creep, it's slowly becoming easier to live life normally again. I also don't look like a piece of garbage and can actually talk to people again. 

I walk through the doors and pass the movie theatre as I walk in. I look at the people as I pass by and make my way to the Starbucks. I order myself a refreshing lemonade and begin to people watch again. I like to look at the stands and see what they sell; I just don't like how they really try to get you to buy stuff. It's like I just wanna look and leave thanks. Blossom texted me saying she's gonna be late since her brother is fixing her car and doesn't have another ride to get there. I didn't mind cause it gives me more time to be alone and just enjoy my surroundings.

I walk away from one of the stands and I get this really weird, uncomfortable feeling in my back. Like someone is extremely close to me or I'm being watched. I look around and let out a sigh. I sit at one of the empty benches thats pushed up against a fake tree. i take my phone out and go through the snapchat filters to pass time. I wanted ti take a picture with the heart filter before I felt my actual heart stop. I see someone staring at me... with a black hoodie on. I turn around quickly and look for the black hoodie. It's gone. How does he disappear so fast? Maybe it was... my mind playing sick games on me. Again.

I sink into the chair and pull my feet to my chair. I'm really considering calling Blossom and rescheduling for another day. My anxiety is THROUGH the roof and I can't seem to think straight anymore. I start walking back to the entrance i came through to walk back home. I'll just tell Blossom to come over and we can drive somewhere else. I can't deal with this shit anymore. As I'm texting Blossom, I accidentally run into someone in front of me.

"Oh my god, I'm so sorry," I say as I feel myself bounce back and grip onto my drink and phone tightly.

"No, no. My apologize," I hear a man say. Why did this voice sound so familiar.

"Are you alright, sweetheart?" A smile appeared on his face.... It was the fucking guy from my party. The one who tried to steal my god damn book.

I felt so infuriated on the inside but on the outside I looked like a horrified mess.

"Lia? Are you okay? Did I hurt you?" He moved a step closer to me.

"Don't... Don't do that. Don't say my name like you fucking know me," I couldn't even look this man in the eye.

"Don't say that..." He reached for my hand.

"Get away from me," I pulled my hands away and backed up more.

"Why are you doing this? Are you still mad about what happened at the party? I said I was sorry about that." Did he really just fucking chuckle?

"What the hell is your name?"  I demanded.

"It's... It's Carson. Did you forget my name, Lia?" He had a look of hurt in his eyes.

"STOP saying my name. I don't fucking know you and you're a creep. JUST LEAVE ME ALONE." I yelled at the man and walked furiously passed him.

How... how did that happen. Why... did that happen. Holy shit I can't fucking take this shit anymore. I feel so light headed; I think I'm going to pass out.

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I'm home alone and hyperventilated as I stare at Simon sleep. I've honestly never felt so alone before and I can definitely say it's the worse feeling in the world. It doesn't help that this encounter happened so close to my house. Maybe I'm having a heart attack?