I'm Yours (Suga X Reader Fan Fic)

The Decision

*YOONGI'S POV*

It was already so late

I went to bed and so did Y/N

I just woke up because I had to go to the bathroom

I peeked in Y/N's room to see her sleeping so cutely

I can't deny it..

I still like her no matter what I do..

Why..

Why can't I just get over you..

I can't get rid of the same emotions for you that I was never going to get back from you anymore..

I can't believe I was so careless to let you go..

I'll never have the same chance..

Unless the gods of odds bless me..

I closed the door walking back to my room

Confused

"Y/N.. or Eu Ni.." I mumbled thinking so hard

"I tried to love Eu Ni.. It just wasn't hard enough.." I said, my eyes tearing up admitting the fact that I just chose Y/N

"I can't just leave her.." I said wiping away my tears

"I'll just.. Fix it with Eu Ni.. I'll avoid her.. I still have a meet up to do and an album to finish.. That'll be enough.. 5 months.. If it doesn't work.. I'm going to have to take her back.." I said laying down on my bed

Guess I'll have to start tomorrow..

I'll leave early in the morning

She won't notice I'm gone..

*THE NEXT DAY*

I heard footsteps coming towards my door as I finished dressing up

Came in was a sleepy head named Y/N

"Y-yoongi.. Where are you going so early in the morning?" she rubbed her eyes before looking at me with half opened eyes

"Shh.. Go back to sleep.." I said but she didn't move

"No. Where are you going?" she asked me again

"I'm going back to the dorms" I lied, fixing myself again

"It's so early.. Sleep" she said laying down on the bed

"Y/N, I have work to do. Just stay here" I said grabbing my phone from the bed-side table

As I turned around to walk away, I felt a hand grip on my wrist

"Yoongi.. I'm sorry.." she said as I looked back at her

"What for?" I said now completely facing her

"For giving you a hard time.." she sat up straight, those few words gave my mind confusion

"Huh?" I asked confused

She let go of my hand before opening her mouth to speak once again

"I heard you yesterday.. I wasn't asleep.. You went to my room to check if I was asleep right? I wasn't.. I heard everything you said yesterday.." she said leaving a shocked feeling within me

"It's not that I don't love you.. Just know that I've been trying.. But if I ended up with you then how about Chan? You know I care for him.. I can't hurt him to be with you.." she continued and I just lost all my hope for her