I'm Yours (Suga X Reader Fan Fic)

But I Still Want You..

*YOONGI'S POV*

"Yoongi-ah!" I woke up to the sound of Jin shouting and banging on my door

"What?" I shouted, not wanting to open the door

"Open this door, we need to talk" he continued to bang on the door

"Fine" I said standing up from my bed and unlocking my door

I lay back down on my bed and Jin just came in

"Come on, this is not healthy for both you and your career, Yoongi. The album should be done by next week, we're releasing it earlier than we expected" Jin explained

"Go ask Namjoon to write the lyrics" I responded resting my eyes

"Namjoon has been writing the lyrics, he's having difficulties. We need you to help make lyrics for a song" he explained further more

"And what if I don't?" I sarcastically asked

"Then you're disappointing the ARMY" Jin exclaimed

"Then, if that's the only thing that will happen. Let it be" I replied trying to rest my eyes

"Yoongi, if Bang PD-nim finds out about you and Y/N, she might get scolded. Do you want that to happen?" Jin tried to convince me

Then it popped in my mind

Y/N hasn't debuted yet..

And she really wanted to..

She might not be able to debut because of me..

But..

She can be in JYP with that Bang Chan guy..

I don't need her to make me happy..

Actually..

These lies filled my brain the whole week..

They've been together so happy..

And I keep telling lies to myself to hopefully make the pain go away..

But the truth is..

I still want her..

Then it clicked, I'm going to make a song about her..

"I'll get ready" i replied standing up

"I knew you'd do it for her" Jin said which just made me return back to my real emotions..

I'd do anything for her..

But she wouldn't do the same..

Jin left my room and I went to the bathroom

I got undressed and turned on the shower

Minutes later, I got out and got dressed

Just put on some casual black clothes

"Hyung, you coming?" I asked Jin as he was still in his room

"Yeah, you go now. I'll just catch up" Jin ordered and I obeyed

I called our driver to fetch me and waited for a few minutes

Until I saw Y/N walking with Chan