him | pjm

001 | tw

⚠️ contains triggering content; feel free to skip if you can't handle mentions of needles, self harm, etc⚠️

- k i m  y / n -

Your hands reached for the needle once again, you aligned the needle near your forearm and pushed it through with shaky breathes.

A low cry escaped your lips as the pain was felt throughout your entire arm, all while slowly becoming numb to the pain.

"This will be over soon Y/n," You mumbled to yourself before you quickly placed everything underneath your bed.

"Hurry Y/n! We're gonna be late again!" Namjoon's voice echoes throughout the house, immediately making you slip on it your blazer and run downstairs.

"Why are you so damn slow?" He snarls at you, tying his shoelaces in a hurry. "And why do you break everything you see?" You fired back at him making him roll his eyes at your immaturity.

"Let's go," You slipped your shoes on in a hurry, walking past him to the passenger's side. "Yah! I wanted shotgun!" He whines as a smirk formed on your face, making him even more irritated.

A laugh quickly escaped your lips, wanting to tease him even more. "That's what you get, slowpoke." You closed the car door as fast as you could, so he wouldn't have a chance to drag you out.

Namjoon narrows his eyes at you before sighing lowly. His hands reach for the back door, dragging himself to the back seat. "Let's go, Mr. Byun!" You cheered happily as Mr. Byun chuckles at the childish behavior.

-

As soon as the car stopped you immediately thanked Mr. Byun and jumped out of the car, not caring to look back at Namjoon who was still in the back seat.

Your eyes immediately caught a brown haired figure standing beside your locker, making you skip towards her. "Jennie!" You shouted as everyone stopped what they were doing and looked in your direction.

You wrapped your arms around her small shoulders, engulfing her into a tight hug. "Why are you so happy? You just saw me last night." She chuckled as You ignored her comment with a tight smile still on your face.

Eventually, you let go of her and squeezed past her to open your locker that was behind Jennie. You quickly grabbed your things and wrapped your arm around hers once again before walking to class.

You both sat down in your seats, which were located beside each other. Your body moved towards Jennie so that you were facing her, "Any plans tonight?" You asked her with a happy expression, wanting to have some fun tonight.

" Well, I was planning on sleeping," She sheepishly says as you laughed at her typical behavior.

"Let's go swimming at my place!" You begged her, trying to look cute. At first, she tried to look away from your aegyo, but failed since she couldn't resist.

"F-Fine." She gave in as you smiled at her, "Let's go to my house together then!" She nodded, pulling her things from her bag.

The door opened making a loud noise, catching almost everyone's attention. Your eyes stayed on your teacher and the student who was now beside him. You rolled your eyes at his bright hair color and looked down onto your book, typical boys. You ignored all the side comments from your classmates as you focused on figuring out this math problem.

"Good morning class," The teacher spoke, but you decided to not pay any attention to his next words and continued with your work.

Your body jerked forward as you suddenly heard a chair squeak as the chair legs rubbed against the floor, producing a loud noise. You glanced behind you and saw the new boy, he smiled at you as you just looked away not caring.

-

"Let's go!" You stood up from your chair, dragging Jennie to the lunchroom. You rushed to the lunch line and happily waited. "Thank you, Mrs.Choi!"  You smiled as you paid for your lunch, walking with Jennie to the table.

You saw the new kid from earlier sitting at the table with Namjoon and the others, you quickly shrugged it off and sat down. "Anneyong!" You greeted them as they did the same.

Jennie joined you as she down, nudging your sides a little. You glanced at her to see her pointing at the new boy, you shrugged your shoulders indicating that you didn't know and that you didn't care.

"Why is he here?" She decided to speak up, breaking the silence. "He's my childhood friend," Jungkook answered before glancing at Jimin who was unbothered by the stares.

"I'm done." You abruptly stood up, grabbing your tray with you. "What's her problem?" You heard a voice ask, "It's nothing, she just doesn't eat much and spends all her time helping the cafeteria staff."

You threw your trash away and walked to Mrs.Choi, she slightly smiled at your actions and helped you as you washed the trays for her.

"Thank you so much Y/n-ah." She says, a smile now placed on your lips, "You're welcome." You stacked the trays in a pile before drying your hands.

"You know, you're one of kind." She patted your shoulder, you quickly became flustered before thanking her after, "Thank you for the compliment, but I'm just doing what I think is right." You gave her a soft hug, walking to the table afterward.

You quickly sat down beside Jennie, your foot tapping against the floor as you zoned off into space.

Shortly after you felt a hand against your cheek, "Why is my Y/n-ah so nice?" Jennie cooed as you felt your cheeks heat up at her words.

"She's the complete opposite at home." A voice mumbled underneath their breath making you glare at them.

"No, it's just that you make me want to hit you every time you say or do something stupid." You say with a straight face, a gasp escaped Namjoon's mouth as he accusingly pointed his finger at you.

"This is the real side of her!" He shouts as you looked at him in disbelief, "Everyone has once wanted to hit you hyung, and it's because you broke something." Jungkook spoke up in a dull voice making him look at us with wide eyes.

"I-It's not my fault! It broke by itself!" He exclaims, making everyone laugh.

"Bye," You said quickly before walking to class, and of course with dragging Jennie with you.