Not So Different (Jelsa FanFiction)

Regrets and Desires

~Jacks Point of View~

I walked into the Castle Elsa created and looked around at the place. It was amazing. "Elsa?" I called curiously. As i got to the stair case Elsa walked out and i almost gasped. She was Beautiful, As always, but more herself. Her eyes, usually dark and untrusting, were now bright and happy. Things were different. She was different. I Walked in and she stared at me. "Jack..." she said both happy to see me but a little suprised "What are you doing here?" I walked forward. "I could ask you the same question." I say staring at her. She sighed and then smiled at me "Jack Frost. The boy who had no home, and never trusted anyone is asking me why i ran off?" I stopped walking. "Elsa. The girl who shut me out all those years ago and never talked to me again is making me seem like a bad guy?" Her eyes widened in hurt and she looked straight ahead for a second as if trapped in a memory. "Elsa, What happened to Anna... It wasnt your fault." I told her. She stared at me "But... How do you remember that? Anna forgot. The trolls made you forget too." I nodded. "Thats true. For a while I didnt know what I did wrong. Then when I became a guardian I remembered." She sighed "I dont want to talk about the past Jack, Im finally free. I dont have to hurt anyone here. I can be who I am without the judgement." I smile and walked up the staircase standing in front of her "You really think that running from it keeps everyone safe?" I asked her. She shook her head looking at the ground "You dont understand" She said angrily. I shook my head "No. YOU dont understand Elsa. You were my best friend... and more. I loved you then and I love you now. You cant keep pushing me away because the more people you push away... the lonlier you get." She shook her head "Stop it! Jack you dont know what its like to feel like you dont belong!" I stood my ground angrily. "Really? Do you think that my entire life was great? I woke up as jack frost and had NO memories of who i was before. You were my only friend Elsa and then you pushed me away and shut ME out. So dont tell me what it feels like to not belong because I know!" She stepped back, startled. I took a deep breath and spoke gently "I know how it feels to think no one understands you. I may not know how hard it is to keep your powers a secret but I have a good guess. It sucks. I saw your face up on the mountain when you finally let your powers out. It was the Elsa i knew before. So yeah, your right, Your finally being you and its not a bad thing but... Elsa... Your family. Anna. They all need you, Arendelle needs you. So you have to go back." Elsa turned and tried to walk off but i gently grabbed her hand and pulled her close. She looked up into my eyes and I looked directly into hers. "Like I said. Its up to you." She smiles softly "You didnt say that." I shrug. "I know." I leaned in and pressed my lips gently against hers feeling a spark like a chilly wind during a winter storm.