i woke up less than an hour ago yay. so apparently we are going to the dunes today what a fun idea.
the dunes is like a special beach in northern indiana. and i really dont want to go but its whatever.
since that was really boring heres a piture i took a little bit ago.
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did u catch the easter egg. haha.
2:25pm
ok so change of plans? we are at a park for little kids with my youngest brother and my cousin reagan. and since no one here is over the age of 10, im here talking to you i guess. god i feel like an angsty teen eewww.
btw my grandma is a raging conservitive omg. shes like going insane because gay people are becoming pastors in churches what. like um sorry, their "lifestyle" is 100% ok. there is nothing wrong with loving the people you love. ugh sorry. right now i wish i was gay to show her that theres nothing wrong with that. AGH.
im bored af. i wanna leave. i dont want to listen to her or anyone.
9:40pm
No. I will not learn how to take a joke. Your "joke" makes me feel like shit. My feelings matter. So the answer to "Why can't you just learn to take a fucking joke?" is, because my feelings matter, because my self worth is dependable on weather or not people are laughing at me, that, dear father, is why I can't take your Goddamn jokes. Is it really a problem that i feel like i need to get out of the house more doing things that aren't sitting at a park bench doing nothing? Waiting for the day to end? Waiting for the time that I can fall asleep and escape your criticism? Waiting for the time when my every word isn't an insult to your pathetic rank? Is that such a problem? If you love me, if you truly do, when you tell a joke that makes me feel bad about myself, when i say that it isnt funny, no matter how loud or quiet, how rude or nice i say it, you will not scream in my face and tell me to "watch my fucking attitude" and to "learn how to take a fucking joke." i dont care how much youve worked today, i dont care how stressed you are, there is no excuse for that behavior. God now i sound like you too, dont i? Well guess what, Im going to reciprocate these actions until you can get it through you thick fucking skull that i dont appreciate your belittling, rude, judgmental actions.
sorry that was really stupid and a little cryptic. im in a bad mood. leave me alone.
