"I told you I was going to get you. You can't run away from me Princess." he says with a tight grip on my shoulders that were pinned to the wall.
"F*ck you ! You're crazy. I thought you were a better person but you're just a crazy as* psycho!. LET G...
Mine... It rung in my ears. How did I forget my fucking stalker. I can't be doing this. That maniac is going to kill Jayce if I continue on kissing him. But I wanted to so bad. The kiss, the skin on skin feeling was incredible and it felt as if deep down, I was just as hungry as Jayce. But I couldn't risk his life.
Jayce went down to my neck with his kisses and now added tongue. They tickled and made a moan escape my mouth. But I couldn't let it happen. I just couldn't for his own safety. He then found my sweet spot, and semi kiss and sucked on it, leaving a hickey for sure.
"Jayce,... Stop" I mumble. He doesn't. Probably didn't even hear me.
"Jayce, please stop..." I say a little louder. He still doesn't stop. In fact, he pulls in closer and locks me in tighter, now kissing my collarbone.
"Jayce stop!" I say firmly pushing him away from me. "I can't do this. I'm sorry" I add.
He doesn't say anything. I expected a "Why Al?" or a "What's wrong?" instead he says "No Al, we're not stopping, you want this too." while pulling me back in for a kiss. He kisses me again but this time, I didn't kiss back.
I pull away again and stand up saying "No Jayce. As much as I want it, I can't."
"What are you talking about Al?" asks Jayce. "Why are you pulling away when I finally have you?!?!" he adds.
"I'm sorry Jayce, I've gotta go." I say trying not to look at him directly, hiding my sadness.
He suddenly appeared angrier. "NO AALIYAH! YOU CAN'T KEEP DOING THIS! YOU CAN'T LEAVE ME LIKE THIS! WHAT'S WITH YOU !?!?" he yelled grabbing my arm stopping me from leaving.
"I can't tell you... " I say with a small voice. I really couldn't and I really wouldn't.
"BUT I AM THE ONE WHO -..." he stopped. He hesitates but says "I am the one who you're suppose to trust and tell everything to."
I didn't really know what to say to that. We both just looked at each other. He looked angry and hurt and I probably looked senseless. The scene from an hour ago just repeated itself. Fuck...
"Goodbye." I finally said. I leave his house without showing him my tears.
I get in my car once again and start driving while crying, sobbing even. I didn't even know where I was heading. I couldn't go home, I didn't want to be alone. I feared him, whoever he was. I didn't know what to do. I drove... somewhere... for an hour. And then.
As I'm crying, my phone buzzes. My heart stopped so did my car after I slammed the brakes. NO! Could it be. It was him again. I could feel it. I was ruined. Whatever it was, I knew it would make everything worse. I wanted tot throw my phone out of my car, shattering the screen, possibly loosing it forever... But I couldn't.
I take a deep breath through my sobs and grab my phone.
Unknown number: I AM GOING TO KILL HIM. RIGHT WHEN I FUCKING THOUGHT I COULD TRUST YOU, YOU PULL THIS SHIT! AALIYAH NOW YOU'RE GONNA SEE MY BAD SIDE. IF YOU THOUGHT AMINA WAS BAD WAIT TILL I'M DONE WITH THAT DICKHEAD. I WARNED YOU.
No! No! No! NO! What have I done!!!!
I text him back;
Aaliyah: Please, I beg of you. Don't do anything. Nothing happened! It was all an accident! Please!
Unknown number: Too late. Go home. NOW! You do not want to disobey me again.
Tears. They rolled and rolled on my cheeks making my vision blurry.
I had sent my stalker dozens of texts begging for mercy. Nothing. Not a single reply.
I give up and drove back home.
That night seemed to be the longest night of my life. I couldn't fall asleep. I didn't dare to do so. Every noise was so alarming. I feared for myself and thought about Jayce.
I snap out my thoughts when I hear my alarm. That meant school. For once, I was thankful.
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I made it to school, decently dressed, enough for people to realize that I didn't care.
Once again, my day started with history. That meant, Mr. Clark and his weirdness. I had herd somewhere "the prettiest faces do the ugliest things". Mr.Clark just made think about that. He was good looking at all but again, my teacher that stared a lot.
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**HE CAN TEACH ME ANYTHING YALL... sorry ;) **
I sat on my usual spot next to Jayce... Jayce ! Memories from last night flood in my head.
But Jayce was no where to be seen. He wasn't in class and I hadn't even seen him in the hallways. Was he mad at me? I mean he should be but was that the reason of him not being here or... No! What if it was him. That fucking lunatic. What if he took him. Oh god. Oh god.
I take deep breaths trying to calm myself down. Maybe I should just wait, Maybe he just slept in. Maybe he was late. I'll wait a period. Nothing's wrong. Nothing's wrong.Nothing's wrong.
"What's wrong?". I snap out of my thoughts and see Mr.Clark standing in front of me with a smile.
"Uh,.. Nothing." I answer.
"I don't think so... I've called your name several times and you seemed so zoned out." Mr.Clark says.
I was speechless.Didn't know what to say. What excuse to give... Nothing, I just looked at him blankly. He noticed and smirked.
