Heal My Heart... Please

Chapter 9

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Chapter 9

I woke up to the light flowing through my windows. I sat up slowly and the pounding in my head brought back the happenings of last night. I groaned and ran towards the shower to help my hangover and to try and wash away the thoughts of Harry I was still having. When I got out, I decided to try and call Niall one last time. I dialed his number and heard the phone repeatedly ringing in my ear. My heart faltered a little. Then, I heard his voice.

"Hello?" he asked huskily.

"Niall? It's me." I said with tears in my eyes.

"Dana, I'm so sorry. I tried to call you and tell you but I just couldn't without breaking down into tears. I'm trying to be strong for you." his voice cracked.

"Niall, I know. I understand. But there are somethings I need to tell you. I know I'm your girlfriend but you completely left me. I need to see you again soon. I need to tell you the truth and you need to tell me too."

"I will try to come back as soon as I can. I missed you so much. I love you Dana. While everything was happening, you were all I could think about."

"I love you too. See you soon hopefully." I hung up and felt like shit. I was all he could think about yet I was over here making out with Harry and stripping for all his band mates. We hadn't done more than kissed. I had gone farther with all four of his best friends. What the hell have I done. I had to come clean with him. I just couldn't tell him over the phone. I was lost in my own thoughts when my stomach rumbling brought me back to reality.

I made my way downstairs to be greeted by Liam.

"Hey." I said lightly.

"Hello. You hungry too?"

"Yeah." It was silent for a while, both of us rummaging through the fridge and the cabinets. I broke the silence. "Hey Liam, could I ask you something?" I felt I could trust him. He was so much more mature than the others.

"Sure. Ask away."

"What the hell is wrong with me?"

He looked surprised. "What do you mean?"

"It's a long story. Wanna sit down? I need to get this off my chest."

We both headed toward the tv room and sat on the couch with our breakfast. I just started talking. I told him about how special Niall made me feel. How we had only shared a first couple of kisses. I told him how nice Harry had been to me once Niall had completely left me. I told him how I had made out with Harry multiple times and how the thoughts of Niall stopped me everytime from going any further.

"I feel like I cheated on him. I called him this morning and he told me all he could think about was me. I mean, I have gone further with you than I have with Niall. I'm his girlfriend but he left me."

Liam responded for the first time since I had been talking. "I have a simple question for you. Who did you have feelings for first?"

"Very first? Harry. But then he called me a stupid slut. Then Niall and me started getting along a lot better."

"I would come clean with Niall when you see him. Do not tell him this over the phone. Then see how you feel from there."

"Thank you so much Liam."

"One more thing. I think I may have just solved all your problems. Simon called me this morning and told me we are going on tour. It starts in Ireland."

"Are you serious?" he nodded. I jumped up and hugged him as hard as I could. "Yes! You are the best brother ever!" He chuckled and I kissed him on the cheek. I would finally be able to see Niall. I would have to tell him the truth. I was nervous how he was going to take it considering the rough couple of weeks he has been having.

The next couple of days went by in a flash. I couldn't wait to see Niall. I packed all my necessary items in my suitcase and had it ready to go a whole day before we were actually leaving. The night before I couldn't sleep. I went in search for someone who would keep me company. I went down stairs to find Louis walking back from the kitchen.

"Couldn't sleep either?" he raised an eyebrow.

"Nope. Too excited to see Niall. What time does the flight leave?"

"7 am sharp. We will probably leave here at 6:20ish."

"Well its already 2:30 so 4 hours to go!" I jumped up and hugged him, jumping up and down.

"Woah! Someone is really excited."

"Well Niall withdrawal is not pretty."

"Haha yeah. Well what do you wanna do while we wait? I know you're already packed and such."

"Maybe play never have I ever? Just the two of us. With orange juice?"

He had an evil look in his eye. "Les doo it"

"Me first. I'll start out easy." I told him. I filled two shot glasses with orange juice and placed them in front of us. "Never have I ever smoked." He lifted his glass and downed it.

"Never have I ever gone skinny dipping." I drank to that. "Wow. Dana. You are quite the wild one." he winked.

"Never have I ever had sex." he drank to that.

"You've never had sex?" he squinted his eyes at me. "So you and Niall haven't done it yet?"

"What! No. I've only known him for a couple weeks. And then he left." I looked at the floor.

"Babes. It's okay." he wrapped an arm around my shoulder. He looked really sad for me.

"Don't worry Lou. You'll be the first person I tell when we do." he laughed at that.

"You better." I pinky swore. We continued our game and time flew. I learned so much about Louis. I kinda thought of him as one of my girlfriends. He just gave off that vibe. I felt I could tell him anything and he'd take it seriously but would be immature at the right times to make me laugh.

Next thing I knew, it was 6:00. I looked at Lou and he smirked evilly.

"Time to wake the boys?" I questioned, raising an eyebrow.

"Hell yeah." We sneaked up to Harry's room first. We slowly opened the door and stood at either side of the bed. Louis held up three fingers. When he got down to one, we both leaped up onto the bed and started jumping wildly. Harry screamed like a little girl and then started laughing. Liam came running in to see what the scream was. When he noticed what was happening, he jumped on too.

"Guys." I said, stopping them. "We have to get Zayn." We all creeped into his room together, Harry and Lou with marshmallow guns.

"On the count of three, Louis and Harry open fire and Dana and I will jump. One. Two. Three!" We all did our part of the plan and Zayn grumpily got up.

"Guys! Let's goooo!" We dragged our suitcases downstairs, got in the van waiting for us, and we're off.