Finding My Puzzle Piece

Embarrassment...

Katya's POV 

When the show ends I just can't think. I know I didn't do my best. My mind is racing as Trixie rests his head on my chest. 

My first feeling is happiness. I have Trixie now. I grew a pair and told him my feelings. He was mine officially and he was also my princess. My little baby boy. 

My second feeling was worry. I was worried about my mom, my family and fucking everything up with Trixie. I'm not meant to stress like this anymore. 

My third is exhaustion. I'm tired. It's the only way to put it. I always gave my all on stage. So as soon as we were dedragged we snuggled up while Bianca and Adore continued to dedrag taking longer as they stop to kiss, giggle, and be pretty cute. 

Trixie's breath was even and calm as his hands balled up my shirt making sure he was as close as possible. His pink stained lips were pouted ever so slightly and his eyes were shut. Everything indicated that he was asleep. 

When Bianca and Adore were done they came over and said it was time to go so I gently shake the sleeping bundle laid on top of me. "Mmmm nuuuuuu....." He mumbled but I continued to shake him. "Daddy! Stop!" He squealed out in protest as his eyes open. 

His eyes flutter around and land on Bianca and Adore and he flushes a deep red. I'm so confused until I realize that he called me daddy. My cheeks quickly match his in a dark crimson. 

"It's okay. We knew." Bianca comforts and I sigh in relief.

Bianca's POV

I could tell that Katya had a lot on his mind just by watching how he held Trixie. Trixie was probably the best thing that had happened to Katya in awhile. I know he had his share of struggles but hopefully with Trixie by his side things would be a lot easier. I sit my hand on his shoulder comforting the two embarrassed men.

"Look it's part of my job to read people. Besides I'd be a hypocrite if I judged you."

I hear Adore groan and hide his face. I chuckled and pulled him close wrapping my arm around him. Trixie looking a little shocked and Katya was laughing her ass off. It was nice to see Katya laughing.

"You bitch! I should have seen it."

Trixie looks confused as Adore's trying to hide his face and I hug him. I didn't mean to embarrass him.

"I'm sorry baby. I didn't mean to embarrass you. I just wanted to let them know and be their shoulder to lean on if they need it."

Adore peeked out and saw Trixie's face and went to hug him. Trixie looked a bit worried and was playing with his phone not looking up at anyone. I saw Adore lean down and then the dawning of awareness come across Trixie's face. Adore giggles and claps as Trixie lightly shoves him.

"That wasn't very nice Trix! I almost fell!"

I saw Trixie stick his tongue out as Katya and I laughed at the two. They were chasing each other when I cleared my throat and they both stop and look at me.

"We need to head out boys. There's always time for play later. Now come on and get your bags."

They both nod and I see Katya shaking his head as he checks his phone. I walk over to him and get his attention.

"Hey..."

"Hi Bianker... I'm glad you know honestly... I think I'm going to need someone to talk to at times. This is my first.... well you know."

I look at him and sigh. I place a reassuring hand on his shoulder.

"I understand. You know I'm just a text or call away. If it helps, I believe in your relationship. I've seen you light up with him. It was a long time coming and I'm glad you finally have him. Just be completely open and honest with him. Open communication and trust is the biggest thing in this kind of relationship. You know all of this though. Believe me my first was a lot of fuck ups on my end but he didn't trust me and it had to end."