What happened? (Nalu)

Fourth letter

I can't do this. Why didn't she tell me earlier I would have did anything for her!?

Dear Natsu,
Hey I don't know if you've made it this far yet but here it goes. Ok so we're in our junior year and you had just asked me out. I was so happy but I still wasn't fixed. I was still broken. That day after school I saw you with Lisanna. Did you know I went home crying that day? I can't believe I still stayed with you but I was in love. I guess I was already deep in love.

You miss understood. Lisanna came up to me and covered me. I guess she saw you and was trying to hurt you so she kissed me but I didn't want it.

The next day Lisanna came up to me and guess what she said. She said, "Natsu doesn't really love you. If he did he would have kissed me right after asking you out."
I tried not to believe her. I said back to her, "You forced him. Also if he didn't love me then why would he have left you for me."
You know what she did next she slapped me and pulled out a pocket knife and stabbed my hip. That's why I wasn't at school. When I finally do get back to school though the first thing I saw was you with other girls. I'm not gonna lie but I was hurt. That's why I was ignoring you. You did get me to talk to you I remember but I didn't tell you why I was upset.

Lucy the girls just gathered around me I didn't want them to. There was a rumor that I was cheating on you and I just wanted to end that rumor before you heard.

Why do you keep making stupid mistakes? Would we still be together if I never saw any of that? I want to be able to just forget but I can't!! I wish never met you!

Sincerely,
Lucy