Dark Paradise (Under Editing)

Ch 5: "Protect and forgive"

  In the darkness of the night Sangwoo rubs my arms with his hands keeping me warm from another one of his cold baths from when I crawled right into a pool of blood,
"Thank you for keeping me warm." I say to him, he chuckles.
"Mmhmm, your welcome~." He replies kissing my neck, I turn bright red.

  'I wish that he wouldn't kiss me... it makes me feel so insecure.' I shiver for he pulls my back against his chest wrapping his arms around me, his heart beating slow and calm sorta scares me for what type of person he is.

  My eyes look at the trap door still seeing the stabbed girl and thinking about Yoonbum, he irritates me of why he did it.

  A week has past since then for I haven't said one thing to him while he tries to talk to me, for I always go to Sangwoo just to get away from him.

  "Alright, I'm leaving." Sangwoo says with a smile kissing my head while I show a small smile but really not wanting to be alone with Yoonbum,
"Bye, Sangwoo." Yoonbums light voice speaks out from behind me, the door shuts for I try my best walking away with a pair of crutches since my ankles have been healing.

  "Kai, please hear me out. I beg of you." He says grabbing my wrist, I glare at him ripping his hand off me.
"I trusted you, saw good things in you, always so nice but now that's all just a lie. I don't know if I can trust Sangwoo for what he did and now it's the same to you, you murderer." I say with anger walking away from him.

  Hearing him sighing for I then get pushed to the ground by force, turning on my back to see him holding me down.
"Just listen... please." He says while I wait in fear,
"Fine. Go ahead, but get off of me." I groan getting up with help from the crutches, then moving to the table.

  "I was sexually abused by my uncle ever since I was little since my parents died when I was at a really young age... But, even in school I was bullied. I liked her, Jin Eun, she was the most prettiest girl in school. Whenever I tried to be nice to her she always treated me like garbage, and it hurt me even more when I would get home getting beaten up by my drunk uncle. My uncle made me become of who I am..." He says with a shudder of thinking of his past.

  "Then just before I killed her, she was yelling at how ugly I am and told me to go kill myself. And just hearing that all my life... I-I couldn't take it anymore, I lost it. I couldn't control, myself, I'm sorry, Kai. I'm sorry." He says crying for my eyes soften for him, I pull him into a hug for he wraps his arms around me.

  "I should be saying sorry, I treated you like crap for the past few days... I understand of how you feel, I would probably do the same thing that you did." I say wiping his tears away,
"I was bullied all the time in school, for how immature I look for my age and of course of how skinny I am." I explain to him.

"I'm sorry about that happening to you." He says pulling away,
"Don't mention it, to be honest... I would rather be here than back in school dealing with all the girls that would just love to beat the crap out of me." I say looking down embarrassed sliding my hands along my arms feeling the scars and scabs from the knifes.
"Me too, I probably couldn't be able to live out there." He replies for I nod.

  "But... the thing is though that I... have mixed feelings about him. I mean I hate his guts so much but sometimes I like him... Pretty stupid, huh? Liking my kidnapper and that he's a adult."

  I nervously chuckle looking at him for he tilts his head with a small smile that can light up the room,
"No, I don't think it's stupid. I mean I can see something in his eyes that is different when he looks to you, sure he can be a jerk but it's what he is." He replies holding my hand, I smile getting up with a little bit of help from him.

  Yoonbum and I then talked about our past for it reminds us of our scars and bruises that makes chills go down our spines, but knowing that we have each other for we drawn so close as to be siblings.

  "So your first name is Bum not Yoonbum?" I ask for he nods,
"Yeah... the name is what got me bullied a lot." He replies looking down as I hold his hand.
"I like it, it's not bad or anything. I think I'll start calling you Bummie." I say with a giggle as his cheeks turn red,
"I don't mind that-" Getting cut off from the door opening seeing Sangwoo entering with a raised brow.