It All Started With A Kiss

Chapter 1

I have dedicated this chapter to 1dsprincess28  because you wanted it.

It all happened so fast. You were right there, you were right in front of me. You looked so sad.

I tried to tell you everything my mind was thinking. But you didn't listen. You were stubborn as always. But why couldn't you listen Louis.

You ran away. And didn't try to contact me. You haven't been this distant since the first time we kissed.

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We were 13.

We had just eaten dinner. Your mother sent us off to bed.

We were getting ready, and when I had just finished putting in our movie. You were very touchy that night. You were holding my hand. Or you had your arm wrapped around my waist. I didn't mind because this was normal for us. But when I was walking to our bed, right before I got in, you grabbed my waist.

"What are you doing." I asked as you leaned in. I was tired that night, but you were blocking me from the bed.

"I was with Niall earlier today. He said that last week, he kissed Liam. At first I was fine with everything he was telling me." You said with a very emotionless tone. But then you frowned.

"He asked me if we ever kissed. I told him no. Niall said that we should try it. But i've never even kissed a girl. I don't want my first kiss to be with a boy Hazza. But then again, I might like it." You said. You looked to be almost crying.

"Well, if that lets me get to sleep sooner, would you let me kiss you." I asked. You gave me a weak nod.

I leaned in, and as soon as our lips touched, sparks began to fly.

You ran your tongue across my lip, and I gasped. You took that opportunity to shove your tongue in my mouth.

After a few more seconds, we broke apart.

"So, did you like it?" I asked, hoping you would say yes. Maybe if you said yes, we could do this all the time.

"No" you said looking away from me. I frowned. I could feel tears welling up in my eyes. But no matter what happened, I would never let them fall.

"Did you?" You asked, with a hint of sadness in your voice.

"I don't like to lie to you, so I won't. I did like it." I said. You looked at me with fear in your eyes. Then out of nowhere, you pushed me.

You ran downstairs to your parents. And I could hear the whole conversation.

"Louis, honey what's wrong." Your mother asked. I promised myself that I wouldn't cry, so all I did was sit and listen.

"Harry says he doesn't feel well. He says he wants to go home." You were a good liar. Lying like there was no tomorrow.

"Well is he okay. What's wrong" your mum asked.

"He says his tummy hurts. He said he just wanted his mum." You said. I was 13, but I was still very sensitive. You could have made me cry, just by asking me what my name was in an angry tone.

"Well let's go see if he wants to go home." Your mum said. The two of you started to walk up the stairs. When you and Jay walked in the room. You looked at me with pleading eyes. I looked away, but put my hand over my stomach.

"Harry love, are you okay." Jay asked. She pulled me into her chest.

I shook my head no, and I said that my stomach was hurting. I also said I wanted my mum.

"Okay, I'll call Robin and have him pick you up. Louis please comfort him." Jay said after to you after she started to call my step dad.

But you didn't comfort me, you say down on the bed, and didn't look my way. You focused all your attention on the movie. When Jay came back in, she said that Robin and Gemma were on their way. You also said that my mother was getting my room ready.

"They'll be here soon Harry. Just watch the movie with Louis." Jay said as she sat down with you on the bed. You got up and held out your hand for me. As we got up, you pulled me in for a hug. But it wasn't a good hug, it was a sad hug.

"If you tell anyone, I will never talk to you again." You whispered in my ear enough for me to hear, but not enough for Jay to hear.

5 minuets later, Robin and Gemma were here to pick me up.

You carried me downstairs, only because Jay asked you to.

"When you feel better Harry, come back okay love." Jay said with a kiss to my forehead.

I looked at you, but you only looked away from me.

I got in the back seat with Gemma. But she had a knowing look in her face.

"You don't feel sick, what happened." Gemma's asked with a whisper.

"I'll tell you when we get home." I whispered back.

I tried not to think about you, but you were the only thing my mind went back to when I thought about anything. I can't remember my life before I met you.

When we got home, I was greeted with a hug from my mum.

"How are you hun. Do want some water. Do you want me to stay with you tonight." My mum asked. I would have rather had you stay with me, but you didn't want me to.

"Actually, I was thinking that me and Gemma could watch a movie until one of us fell asleep." I said looked at my older sister, who was already making her way to my room.

"Of course hunny. Just try and get some rest okay."

I only nodded. But all I could think about was you.

When I got to my room, Gemma was waiting patiently on my bed.

"What happened." She asked with a worried expression.

"Louis and I kissed. But I don't think he wanted to do it in the first place. I asked him if he liked it. He said no. But then he asked me if I liked it." I looked at Gemma for any signs of disgust at two boys kissing.

"Then what." She asked, still looking very worried.

"I said I did like it. Then he pushed me, and made up the lie that I didn't feel good. He hugged me, but told me if I told anyone, he wouldn't talk to me. So that's why you have to promise you'll keep this secret Gems." I know that I shouldn't have told Gemma, but she's the only one I can trust, aside from you.

"I won't tell. But you have to realize, that Louis could have liked it, but only said that he didn't." With that Gemma got up, and popped in Lady and the Tramp.

Two days later, Jay made me come back over.

You took me into your room, and said you were sorry for pushing me. You also said that you were sorry for being rude to me.

So after two days, we were able to make up. But this would not be the end of it.