(This whole fic will be in Patrick's p.o.v unless I say otherwise)
I woke up and had 30 minutes to get ready. I grabbed some jeans and a t-shirt. I took off the shirt I slept in and put on the black one. I pulled on the jeans and threw a hat on. I looked in the mirror and frowned. I absolutely hated my appearance and I tried to lose weight. It didn't work and I was still 130 pounds. I was only 18 but I weighed more than some people older than me. I tried to suck in my stomach. I frowned at myself in the mirror. I wondered what Pete and Andy would think of me.
-15 minutes later-
I went to my car and drove to the coffee shop. Joe was outside and when he saw me he waved. I smiled and walked to him. We walked in and he sat down at a table. The other guys at the table smiled and waved at me. "I'm Pete..." Said the emo one. "I'm Andy." Said the other one. Pete smiled at me and I awkwardly smiled back. Why was he being so friendly to me? "Patrick!" Joe said, waving his hand in front of my face. I blushed and said " Sorry...I zoned out for a minute. " Pete smiled at me again. We had talked to each other for about an hour. "I was supposed to be home 15 minutes ago...oops..." Pete said, getting up. After he left we all went home, after saying goodbye. When I was home I went to my bathroom. I stared into the mirror, trying to see why Pete was so nice to me. Was it the scar on my eyebrow? Did he think I hurt myself? Was it the..I looked at myself. It was the scar on my arm. He knew I did it to myself. Before I could do anything my phone rang. It was Pete. I answered him with a "Hi?" Pete asked me if I could go to his house. I denied, saying I had to help my brother, which wasn't entirely a lie. He told me it was fine and hung up. I didn't want to be too nice to him. My last "emo" friend was a jerk to me after I came out. I was friendly to Andy though, as he was really soft spoken and friendly. I laid on my bed again, thinking about Pete. Was he only nice because he felt bad for me? I feel asleep wondering about him.
(A/N Sorry there were so many typos...this Kindle auto corrects everything)
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