Fixing The Broken Promise (GerIta {fluff} book 2)

Chapter6 He's gone.

•Germany's POV•
Italy knocked on zhe door I answered.. His eyes were red rimmed and puffy. He looked at me with such coldness... And hatred? He hates me now.. Mein Gött vhat have i done?! I thought to myself in anguish.
"Italy please come in.." I said masking my emotions making my voice emotionless.
"Thank you Germany." Said Italy formally and coldly.
"I'm just here to get my stuff and then I'll be moving back in with Mr. Austria and Miss. Hungary." He said again cold and formally.. This is not mien Italy..
"Ok, zhat vill be good." I said letting him in I helped him get his stuff out and helped him pick things up and move them into zhe truck he is using.
"Goodbye Germany and.. Don't visit.." He said and drove recklessly away..
There goes zhe thing I liebed most in zhe vorld.. Zhere goes mien reason to smile and laugh... Zhere goes mien only happiness.. Zhere goes all of mien heart.. Zhere goes everything I vanted.. Zhere goes mien everything.. I'm so stupid.. Romano is right.. I didn't deserve to be Italy's best friend.. Now I messed it up.. I didn't deserve to be Italy's boyfriend either... I vatched zhe truck he is in disappear.. He's gone mien only reason to live..
I vent into mien living room it is so quiet vithout Italy.. I thought. Japan is gone to Greece's for a couple of months.. So I'm completely alone... I grabbed a beer from the fridge and drank it in one gulp. Then I put it down on my coffee table, I hung my head and put my head in my hands zhe tears falling through the cracks between my fingers. "Mien Gött Italy...." I cried into my hands. I did vhat I've always done I vent to a bar I needed to get drunk and try to get him off of mien mind....
Prussia is zhere vaiting for me. "Bruder.. I'm sorry.." He said and surprisingly he isn't drunk... He hugged me I hugged back sobbing...
"H-he didn't believe me bruder... He's gone he left me.." I sobbed Prussia let me go and looked at me.
"I need to get drunk." I said in defeat I vas trying to not drink as much but fuck it, without Feli it's pointless.
"Ok..." He said and took me into zhe bar.
"Vhat can I get you-" the bartender started to say but seeing me he seemed to know exactly vhat vas vrong..
"A girl?" He asked my bruder simply
"Ja, something like zhat." He said zhe bartender nodded and poured me a whole beer glass full of vodka and whiskey...
"Danke." I whispered my voice is hoarse from crying.
"Welcome.. That girl must've been something to make a man like you cry.." Said zhe bartender
"He vas..." I said and I picked up my glass and tilted it all zhe vay back and my head and downed it. His eyes widened.
"Damn.... I'll get you another one.." He said and poured me another one...
I nodded and downed it again, it burned as it went down my throat, but it felt good... After about ten glasses full of zhis I vas sobbing on Prussia's shoulder.. "Ich liebe Feliciano! But he's gone.." I sobbed drunkenly
"I know I know Ludvig.." Prussia patted my back "c'mon let's go home..."
I blacked out after I got into zhe car..