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(A/N: before you continue with this I'm just going to clear up whats been going on with me. If you seen the last chapter you know I face depression and its really bad. I know you dont care but I just need to get this off my chest. Iv been staring at a Razer for the past 3 days I want to start to cut again but there is a voice in my head that tells me I should and my heart says not too. I'm afraid to start again for all of the shame I get. Iv been crying a lot cause I'm losing my best friend who was always there when I need her. Its hard to act happy when you are not all I could do is tell the truth now. Everyone tells me I should not be sad for I have nothing to be sad for but I can't decide when and when not I should be sad. Its hard to say this but I'm not happy and I'm trying so hard to stop from trying to kill myself. If never going to be happy no matter what. I hear people say suicide is not the answer and we need to stop it but some people can't help what there head is saying. And the only people who are truly going to miss me is my close friends that's the only thing that's stoping me from dieing. I'm sorry you all had to read for I'm trying to get better if you want I can keep you up dated for what go on in my head.
All my secrets I have will never be shared tell one day someone reads my books I write in when I'm sad.

Ok that's all I have to say sorry for the long thing I fill better by saying that now here is what you have been waiting for)

[K:ok everyone I'm leaving you
L:where you going
K:to the Markiplier tour see you later
T:you ass
K:hahaha
P:your lucky]

[E:family meeting now!
K:why
E:just sit down
K:ok
T:I hate family meeting
P:no one cares what you hate
T:I know your great friends
E:quite ok guys lets start
~will continue next chapter~]

(A/N: there two in one sorry again for All that infromation stoped on you)