♡ What Did I Do?♡ luke hemmings

Chapter 5 feelings hurt

It was time for me to get out of this horrid place but i know that it wouldn't get any better when i get home.

I took a deep breath as the wind kissed my face and it felt so nice not to be laying around all the time.

I walked home and i was pretty sure that my dad was off getting drunk some where like always.

I walked through the front door and my dad wasn't home i felt sick to the stomach....like i was about to puke. i ran upstairs and i threw up as much as i could.

I threw my hair in a messy bun and looked at myself in the mirror. i looked so terrible under my eyes were black stained with my makeup, and my face was just pale as can be.

I just walked out and sat on my bed. I couldn't take this pain in my heart. it was literally tearing me apart.

I heard my phone go off millions of times, i looked at my phone and saw they were all from twitter.

I noticed one from Ashton:

@Ashton5sos: @casssssssssssidyyy_

You are so horrid for what you did.

I then looked at all the hate from the fans evil, evil comments saying how terrible i was or ugly it just went on and on with literally no end.

I just shrugged and looked down at the ground a little tear trickled down my face. why does this have to happen? i am such a failure and so pathetic.

I heard a knock downstairs so i went down there to see who it was and then i saw Luke. i slowly backed up and started crying.

"Please Luke"

He got closer and closer to me and i started crying and putting my hands out in front of trying to block him from hurting me and he tried to put his hands out to calm me down but instead i tried to find somewhere to go.

"Cass"

I backed up into a wall and just curled into a ball. i sat there crying and crying

"Luke p-please don't hurt me." i choked following with a cry

"C-Cass are you scared of me?"

I looked at him with tear stained eyes and look at the ground in front of him and managed to say "yes"

He came closer bending down he reached his hand out but i flinched waiting for the hit, punch, something but it never came.

He looked at my wrists with shock in his eyes, and he looked at his his as well. Luke's eyebrows furrowed as he sat there with concentration. i was so terrified on what was about to happen. Luke stood up and looked at me..... kept on looking at me

"Luke, please don't hurt me..please i am sorry, just please please don't hurt me"

Luke looked at me like he was hurt like i broke his heart.

"Cass im not gonna hurt you"

"Then why are you here? to tell me how worthless or trashy i am? go ahead i don't care nothing can hurt me worse than what i am physically and mentally"

Luke stood there and just stood there and looked the same.

"Cass im gonna go." he said.

I felt relieved but as soon as Luke was about to leave my dad walked through the door