Double Love || Marcus and Martinus Gunnarsen

<.Chapter 40.>

Rozas p.o.v ///

I really hope i made the right choice by telling Marcus. I watched as his reactions changed.
He was shocked and sad at the same time.

Mac-"t-this isn't possible..."
He said to himslef.

Roza-"thats what i thought."
I said.

Then Macs reaction changed again. He was angry now. Really angry.

Mac-"THIS IS SOO F***KING MESSED UP!!!"
He shouted.

For a minute i felt as if the building was shaking. That actually happened once when Roz started to scream.

Roza-"Mac..."

Mac-"ROZA I CANT LET YOU LIVE LIKE THIS!!! Everytime we have fun, something f**ks it all up!! Its bullsh*t!!
Its all just some stupid f**king-"

I immediately got up from my place and smashed my lips against Mac's. Its wasnt just to shut him up.
I wish i could always give him kisses.
Why cant anyone just be happy?
Marcus pulled away from the kiss. He kept his arms around me, holding me tight.

Mac-"Whatever is bothering you, we will go throught it, together"

I nodded before Mac kissed me again. It was hot and passionate.
Marcus' hand was tangled in my hair while i played with his.
Is it just me or does this seem wrong? I love his kisses dont get me wrong, but we aren't even dating.
Even if we do, if the fans find out it will be a total disaster.
I pulled back. Mac gave me a quick peck on the lips.
I pulled away from that too. Mac took my hand into his. His thumb made circles around mine.

Mac-"what's wrong?"
He said looking into my eyes.
I hate it when he does that. Oh who am i kidding? I love everything about him.

Roza-"im fine."
I lied, as much as i hated lying to Mac.

Mac-"tell me whats going on?"
He begged. There was a little stern in the tone he was using.

Roza-"i said i am fine!"
I yelled, yanking my hand away.

Just as i was leaving, i turned back to face Mac again.
What have i done? What have i turned into?
I am lucky to have Mac either way. Girlfriend or Friend, doesn't make a difference.
I started walking torwards Marcus then stopped half way there. I didnt know what to do. I dont know what is good or what is bad!!
F**k those hormones!
Marcus clenched his fist and didnt look up. Tears dropped on the floor on both sides of the room.
I cant live without him. And losing Marcus would mean losing every single love in my heart.
I really really love him.
I love you, Marcus Gunnarsen...
Macs head shot up and looked into my distance.

Mac-"You love me?"
He said with a nervous tone.

I quickly covered my mouth. HOW can i be soooo stupid??
Wait, im Roza. I can be more stupid and weird :)
I didnt know what to do.
My body was breaking up quite the heat. My legs were shaking and there were butterflies in my stomach.
So i ran away.

•••••

Rozs p.o.v

I shut myself in my room. I let Martinus come with me. I buried my head in his chest and cried.
How can mom do this to us??
What did we do to deserve this?

Tinus-"Roz?"

My head shot up and looked at him.
I wiped all my tears away.

Tinus-"who was that women?"

I turned back into the window. We are almost on the highest peak. The veiw is amazing.
Tinus grabbed a blanket and wrapped it onto me.

Tinus-"Cant you tell me?"
His voice cracked in the end.

I took a deep breath,

Roz-"That was our mom."
That was really hard to say that.

The waterfall of tears came back.
Tinus looked into my eyes and wiped my tears off.
He hugged me again.

Tinus-"why didnt she recognize you or Roza?"

Roz-"Its been a while. Im guessing we've changed."

Tinus-"Your still the same Roz to me. Your still the beautiful, cute, sweet, smart, weird, crazy and awesome Roz. Your special in your own way. And if anyone who doesn't respect or appreciate that. Then I'm the person to kick their ass. I am really lucky to have you as a friend. You have a huge place in my heart and i love you for it. Your an awesome person."

What did i do to deserve this amazing Guy in my life?
I really wish i meant more than a friend to him.
I dont like him anymore. God heavens no. I dont like you, Martinus gunnarsen.
I love you.

Roz-"Whats life without someone like you? I cant imagine it, and quite frankly i dont want to. I love yo-I MEAN, my life, I love my life. With you. Not that i dont love you. I do. I mean...You can shut me up now"

Tinus-"My pleasure."

Martinus leaned in and put both hand on my checks. He leaned in and so did i.
I put my hand around his neck. My fingers tangled up in Tinus' hair.
He leaned in more until there wasnt any gap between us.
Martinus just kissed me!!
I felt millions of different feelings. All good and none were a doubt.
The kiss was sweet and salty as there were tears mixed with it.
Woah!! Slow down!! What happened?!
I think...
I think i...

I just Kissed Martinus Gunnarsen!!

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