Simula
The ocean of purple lights and the streak of flashes from camera are blinding my eyes, the people occupying the whole arena pouring their hearts out by chanting and shouting names are making me regret why I came here and the guy who is owning the fame and spotlight in the middle is tearing my heart into pieces.
I didn't notice that I was crying, that I was shattering into bits, and that I am in deep scar of torment. I see that he became so popular, many girls are hovering themselves just to have a place in here. I see that he became so fine, one of the reasons why I fell in love with him before is still there. What makes me wounded is that the man I loved have reached his dreams, have become so well-off and became so successful. And while he is at his best, I should've been that girl, that girl giving him a bottle of water, that girl wiping his sweat and that girl who's supporting him. I should've been in that position but I chose to break his heart.
The last song played and it killed me while hearing it. "I shouldn't have met you..."
I was crying while people are curiously looking at me. No, I'm not a fan getting emotional because I saw my idols in person. I am crying because I realized, I am still in love with my ex.
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From A Distance
Ficción GeneralThere is no color darker than black but for Ellie's case, it isn't. Her life was full of innumerable ordeal and tragedy that her only choice is to live with the darkness. Before, her life was normal but extraordinary. She was very praised and bowed...
