The never ending story - a cam dallas fanfic

chapter 59

we were up still it was 2:30 am . it was now sunday morning and monday we didn't have class because of renovation at the gym , but cameron had school . my phone beeped , i looked at it , it was a message from Nick

from nick :) :

hey lexi , i had really fun today your really cool to hang out with . hope evrything works out with you and cameron , i'm shure the whole new girl thing was a missunderstanding , he seems like a great guy and he really loves you by what i've heard . anyways goodnight :)

-klokus

he was so sweet , but so bad . maybe he was different with me ahh i don't know .

to nick :) :

thank you , i had a lot of fun with you as well yeah i guess i took it the wrong way .

night :)

- lexi .

'' hey so who was that ?'' cameron asked

'' no one just klokus . ''

'' does he have feelings for you ?''

'' nop , were just good friends and i understand him , he does the same for me . there will never be anything between us as long as i have you '' i said as i was laying on his chest . i could feel his body in relief and he breathed out .

he kissed my forehead .

'' you okay ?'' i asked

'' yeah... i'm fine '' he said .

but he wasn't i could feel him lying , his arms shivered , he closed his eyes and whenever cameron lied he would start to sweat .

i got off his chest , sat down on the bed grabbed both his hands and said

'' no your not , i feel it , cam what's wrong ?''

'' its just...i don't want to lose you...again ''

'' as long as we can stay like we are right now , i don't think you will ''

i grabbed his face with my hands and pressed my lips onto his , this time it wasn't a brutal and exiting kiss but a soft passionate one , no tongue just our lips pressing onto each other . those were the kisses i knew meant the most because they were delicate , soft , squishy kisses .

i broke the kiss and my nose rubbed his , i brushed my thumb on his cheek . and i started crying for an unknown reason , i really didn't know why . cameron didn't either but he didn't ask why i was crying , he just pulled me close into a hug , as if he knew what i was feeling exactly . i guess he was .

still into the hug i said :

'' i love you... a lot ''

'' but i love you most ''he said .

i smilled . and hugged him even tighter .

we broke the hug . he looked into my green/grey eyes and

'' don't cry , i don't like that ''

i had a oversized sweater and i used the sleeves to wipe my red nose and red eyes .

'' stay the night...please'' i said still crying a little .

'' i will '' he said .

when those words came out of his mouth i felt safe and sound , relieved and i stopped crying .

'' lets go to sleep ''' i said

'' yeah , lets do that ''

i put on my pj's and cameron had came here with his pj's considering when he came her it was 12:30 am and now it was 3:am .