The never ending story - a cam dallas fanfic

chapter 73

i woke up because the sun was shining through my window . i groaned , climbing off of cam's chest . i heard him groan as well . i smile and fix my hair . he sits up straight and looks into my blue eyes for 2 seconds , i look down and smile at the ground ,
he places his index finger on my chin and lifts my face up .
'' why are you looking down ? '' he asks worried .
'' its just i feel bad for the whole thing that-'' i am cut off by him placing his finger on my lips .
'' shh , i don't want to talk about it . we both were wrong so lets leave that behind .'' he says smiling at me . i return the same smile and kiss his nose . i grab his arm and we get off the bed . i drag him to the kitchen and i see sasha sitting down on the stalls near the kitchen island just spinning her spoon around in her coffee as she looks down .
'' what" wrong ? you seem sad .'' i ask , letting go of cam's hand as i make my way to her .
'' its just- i- i miss noah , a lot actually .'' she says looking up at the ceiling fan . I know i am not supposed to tell her this but i cannot bare to see her like this...in this state .
'' okay , i'm not supposed to tell you this but he's actually coming back today and were going on a triple dat with athaly and matt '' her face emidiately lights up as a smile grows on her face , she hugs me and says
'' oh thank god ! i have to go pick out what to wear ! '' she says and before my eyes blink she is gone and in her room .
i laugh and grab cam's hand and we sit on the stools .
'' babe i have to go back home to pick out something to wear for the dinner tonight . ''
i frowned and then nod .
he laughs and places his lips on mine his hands move down to my waist and he pulls away .
'' but first i have to go pee real quick.'' and he runs of to the bathroom . I smile. And made my way out of bed .
I went to the kitchen and grabbed myself some chips . I went back to the living room and sat on the couch , i tuned on the tv and surfed through the channels . I started watching friends when cameron came to join me . He layed his head down on my lap and my fingers carressed his hair . " can i ask you a question " i asked continuing to play in his hair . " Sure " he answered.
" How are things going with miranda and nash ? I know its none of my buisness but i just..." I didn't finish my sentence . " Oh yeah , i'm not to sure because the other day i found her laying down on his bed half naked and yesterday they were yelling at each other so i can't really answer your question" he responds . " Oh...ok " are the only words that can escape from my mouth . Miranda exagerates sometimes because you can never tell if she's mad at him or not . One second she hates him the other she can't live without him and thats really unhealthy . But miranda will be miranda . And nash , he claims he has feelings for me but yet he's still hooking up with her...i'm not jealous but its annoying . I'm wondering if he really likes miranda or if its just to get in her pants... Whatever nash will be nash . Cameron sits up straight and i turn around sideways to face him. " i love you " he tells me with his gorgeous brown eyes facing my green ones . I smile . " Me more " i tell him as our foreheads touch and our lips meet , i missed that feeling so much . His warm lips taste like cinnamon . I break the kiss by removing myself from him and giving him a warm smile that he returns . " If were going out tonight i might need something to wear , i have to go home...wanna come with ? " He asks .
I nod and smile. I put on some sweatpants and put on a sweatshirt . I knock on sasha's door . "I'm gonna head to cam's house okay ? " I tell her . "Yeah sure i'll see you later " she tells me .
We get to cam's house and he goes straight up to his bedroom . I decide to go check on Nash . He is laying down on his bed eating pizza . " Hey lexi " he says with his mouth half full of pizza . I laugh and sit on the corner of his bed .
" So, how are things with you and miranda so far ? " I ask , trying to sounf as nice as possible even though i am sort of intruding in there love life . he sighs and starts explaining the story ." Well right now were sorting things out but i'm pretty sure she's still mad at me because of what she thinks ." I know what he is talking about , i don't want to bring it up because that would make things awkward for both of us and i surely doubt he knows that i know because he told sasha not to tell me . I dont want his friendship with sasha to end because of me so i decide to keep quiet . All i do is nod and pretend i know nothing . He sighs again. " We should change subjects " i suggest so no one gets depressed . He smiles and nods . " So i hear your going to a dinner or something tonight...with cameron and all . " he says scratching the back of his head looking down . How does he know ? Why does he look all sad ? Is the the feelings he has for me ? Is he mad that i am with cam ? I can't do anything for him because he knows i love cam and he is my bestfriend, i can't date my best friend nor would i want to date him either . " Umm yeah , with athaly and matt and sasha and noa..." Before he can answer cam comes through the door . I am relieved because i can't take more awkwardness with nash . " Ready ?" He asks and i nod . I kiss nash's cheek and wave goodbye , he does the same . We leave his room and cam says " looks like things were pretty awkward in there " he chuckles " you have no idea " i respond making my way inside the car . I am grateful that cam doesen't ask what its about . Even if he knows that nash has so called " feelings " for me i don't want to step in that conversation with him . I really don't want to make things awakward . The drive home is awfully quiet , and before i know it we are pulling up into my driveway . I get into the house and i don't see sasha . She probably went to buy a dress for tonight . I make my way to my room and drop myself on the bed like a sac of potatoes. I really need sasha right now . I close my eyes and i hear a honk come up at the driveway . I smile and get up off my lazy ass . I run to her bedroom across the hall and she enters .
" Hey whats wrong ? " She asks . She can see something is wrong , she feels it . " Well , nash is frustrating me . I don't have feelings for him or do i ? I don't know . I love cameron with all my heart and ughh !! " I scream letting myself go on the bed again . " Whoa ! Calm your tits ! Stop thinking about nash ! He's fighting with miranda and he wants to involve you in his tantrum ! Don't let it happen , all tho i DO think he has feelings for you . But you love cameron . " She explains passing her hands through her hair trying to untangle them . She is right . I smile and nod . " Aside from that ! Let me see your dress ! " I squeal grabbing the shopping bag from the corner of the bed . She laughs . I reach into the bag and pull out a beautiful white dress , sasha always had a beautiful and ellegent fashion sence . I smile and fold it back before placing it on the bed . " So where's cameron ?" She asks looking around . " He was in the kitchen but now he's sleeping in my bedroom , i just heard the door close " i say .
" Oh alright , how about i do your makeup and you do mine ? And i do your hair and you do mine ? " She suggests . I nod " i think we should shower first and then do all that . she turns red and looks down . " What ? Did i say something ? " I ask. " Umm no-its-its just , umm " she fumbles " i was gonna- take a shower with uhh Noa...he's coming over " she tells me embarrassed . I put on a stink face " Ewww !! You guys !! " I scream . She laughs it off and i do the same .  i go back to my room only to find cameron playing video games on my bed . i grab a pillow and throw it at him before turning off the television .

he pauses for a second before getting out of bed . ' shit ' think to myself . i start running and he chases me , i run into sasha's room i struggle with the handle but manage to get inside . i run inside only to find her on top of noah almost swallowing him...awkward . my jaw drops and cameron comes inside , i feel his hands wrap around me but he stops and his facial expression changes . noah and sahsa both turn away from each other and stare at us . i see cameron wink at noah and i punch his shoulder . i have no idea what to say so i burst out laughing , sahsa screams '' GET OUT GUYS ! '' we both nod and leave the room .

we go into the living room and just watch some television before going to get ready .