Chapter 18/Raining In Your Mind

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(Bakugo's POV)

He was still there. The one thing I was nervous about, him leaving me. But I didn't have to be nervous anymore, his muscular body was snuggled into mine with the blanket covering him up to his nose. His messy hair and calm-slow breaths made him look like a sleeping angel. I don't normal compare Deku to the cliche garbage couples say to each other but, legitimately he looked like feel from the sky to bless me with happiness. I wouldn't want it any other way. I leaned into him and planted a soft kiss on his forehead, not so hard that he would wake up but just enough that it would hopefully go through his dreams. I wonder, what could he be dreaming about? I kinda wish it would be about me, and ow much I love him. I love him. I have his virginity and heart, he has the same.

I carefully got off the bed and sneaked my way to the hall so I could get into the kitchen. I left the door open so I could hear when he wakes up to serve him his breakfast. Speaking of breakfast, the time read 8 AM. It was really early but I didn't make any plans for him today. Not to mention the weather outside looks fucking terrible with all the rain and shit flying around. We could do normal stuff like playing video games and listening to music. I didn't even know what kind of music Deku actually liked which was kinda sad but It's best we work to build on each other.

As I was making a sandwich for myself, I heard a knock on the front door. Knowing that both of my parents aren't home and won't be back until later tonight. I grew suspicious and cautiously went towards the door. I looked through the peep hole to find a boy with white and red hair soaked-holding some dead flowers. I tched before I decided on opening the door and giving him a chance to explain why the fuck he would be here. 

"What the fucking hell do you want?"I spoke harshly. Opening the door just enough for me to yell at him and not have Deku hear upstairs. He blank expression and cold eyes reminded me of myself but unlike me, he always had some ridiculous thoughts and actions that got him into trouble. Wait-that's exactly like me-

"I'm here to apologize for my actions"He spoke. Giving a small bow and offering up the yellow and white flowers as a gift. I gave him a confused expression with a rasied brow-as if he expected me to accpet his apology. I let out a small laugh and smirked at his actions.

"AWW! How nice of you, beat it"I mocked him. It didn't get to him at all since his hands were still out. I rolled my eyes and took the flowers from him.

"I'm sorry but I have to ask, may I speak to D-Midoriya please?"He almost called him by the nickname I have for him. Luckily he didn't because the would gotten him a one-way ticket to hell. I scanned him up and down, trying to find his motive but found nothing but simple remorse and hints of shame. He lowered his head when he asked this, knowing the risk behind it and the possibility of me allowing him. I could slammed the door in his face or just let him admit his wrong doing. I hate making fucking decisions.

"He's sleeping"I responded. He coughed when I said that, just as the wind picked up.

"Please. I need to talk to him in person and explain myself"I noticed how he clenched his fists beside him. I remember how I practically felt the same way with Deku almost every other time I'd try to talk to him. I sighed before speaking again.

"Come inside and don't make any noise" I rolled my eyes as I walked back to the kitchen to finish up my food. He sat down at the dinning table and without a word closed his eyes. I growled just looking at the bastard. He was an obstacle in my goal of being with Deku. Why would Deku ever want someone so bland and emo like him? When he could have everything he ever wanted in me!

I chuckled out loud which caught this guy's attention. I sat down at the table and noticed how he was staring at me with only one eye open. I scoffed at his actions.

"Sleep with one eye open, huh?"I spoke before I bit into my sandwich.

"No, not anymore"He responded.

"What do you mean, not anymore?"I asked for clarification-still not removing my attention from the food in front of me.

"Try having a father that drags you out of bed in the middle of the night to force you to use your quirk non-stop for hours"Sob story was what he went for. Fucking smart ass playing the pity card.

"Sounds personal"I couldn't careless about him. Not while he's in the way of my love for Deku. Not while he's my rival in becoming the top hero.

"What makes you special? Why does Izuku find you more admirable?"He asked. I couldn't tell if he was trying to kick me or actually get some answers.

"I'm better than you for one, I'm hotter than you, I'm stronger than you, and overall-Deku has always loved me since we were kids. He's never let me go for someone like you"I finished my sandwich and stood to get a drink from the fridge. I could feel his temper raging just from the vibes within the room. And I'm the toxic one, yeah definitely.

"But you hurt him. In every sense of the word. Why? Is it because your afraid of him? Of him becoming better than you!"He accused me. His tone was too high me not to retaliate.

"I have my reasons. So I suggest you stop digging for answers, you won't get anywhere"He breathed heavily and lowered his head. I could tell that he was about to get real emotional but I didn't know if I should prepare for fire and ice or yelling. Instead I just received a horrid laughter.

"I can't take this! Not for Midoryia's sake, not mine. I only want the best for him as his friend"I could tell he was crying with the hand gestures and motions. I hated the fact that not only am I in love with a crybaby's but even his friends are crybabies so you can't talk to them. At the same time I hated him but I could understand where he's coming from and what he truly wants.

"I can make you a promise that you'll agree with"I offered. Wiping away a tear he lifted his head.

"I promise, to take care of and love Izuku with my all my heart-Plus Ultra"His eyes widened when I said that but he was looking past me. I don't know if he was shocked or scared or both but when I turned around. I instantly knew.

"Deku..."He stood by the door. Covering his smile as tears fell from his beautiful green eyes. His cheeks were blushed red as he ran towards me with his arms out. I wrapped my arms tightly around his back and rested my head on his as he snuggled into me. Wiping the tears away with my shirt.

"D-Do you mean that?"He stuttered. Something so adorable about him. I looked over to Todoroki and watched as he sat there in envy watching me hold Deku. When I spoke, I made it loud enough for him to hear.

"Of course I mean that. It's too much work to lie for you when I could be honest"He sobbed harder after that but the still cold face of the boy at the table was pissing me off.

"P-Plus Ultra?"He insisted. It was adorable and childish but I loved him more for it. How could anyone not want to protect this beaming ray of sunshine. He's my sunshine, my Deku. I grabbed his lower body and pulled him into a tight hug. One that I didn't want to pull away from so I tucked my head into his neck and started whimpering. He was everything to me. And I'm so happy that understands how much he means to me.

I didn't care that Half n Half was watching us. I cared more about the boy in my arms than anything else in the world. I would die for this fucking nerd! Killing isn't enough when it comes to this fucking cinnamon roll!

"So...perfect"I could hear Todoroki silently speak under his breath as he sat and watched our display. He was holding back tears by the way it looked while emitting soft flames with some ice forming around the walls and table. I knew he felt that.

"Deku.."I mumbled in to his back. He hummed in response. Slowly, I slipped my fingers to the back of his head and pulled his hair back so I could get a good angle. I kissed his soft neck, in the same place I left hickeys that were already fading. Just a little, I didn't wanna make Half n Half jealous at least not more than he already was.

"You are..."I was struggling to find the right word to use.

"I..am?"He trailed off.

"Perfect...you are perfect"

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⏰ Last updated: Nov 04, 2018 ⏰

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