The Chase || Lucas X Reader

||I miss you||

It was the day of his departure, I had a never ending waterfall coming from my eyes. He gave me the biggest hug and told me he loved me, a thousand times. I waved at him until I couldn't see him anymore, my flight back to England wasn't long after. It was a long [insert hour here] flight and I slept through most of it, Jennie was waiting outside to pick me up. She ran over to me and hugged me as soon as she saw me, she's always been one for a good hug.
'So, what happened between you two?' She asked but still kept her eyes on the road. I took a deep breath and explained everything, I looked at her face expecting to see surprise but she had a slight smile on it instead, weird. I thought nothing of it and slept the rest of the way home.

'C'mon lazy bones wake up' Jennie shook me awake. I groaned while getting out of the car, I stretched and started towards the houses door. The house smelt of lavender, and I walked up to my room. I'd been feeling more and more sleepy so I went straight to bed, maybe it was jetlag? 

I woke up and glanced at my phone, Xuxi had left me 5 messages and called me three times!
*Notification* MESSAGE FROM 黃旭熙:
Hello, I have gotten to Korea safely. Talk with you soon, text when you are back in England xx
*Notification* MESSAGE FROM 黃旭熙:
Are you back yet? xx
*Notification* MESSAGE FROM 黃旭熙:
Please respond I showed you my spaget, lol xx
*Notification* MESSAGE FROM 黃旭熙:
I'm getting slightly worried, please say you're safe xx
*Notification* MESSAGE FROM 黃旭熙:
Where are you, call me asap.
*Notification* (3) MISSED CALLS FROM 黃旭熙.
He was be worried I thought to myself, I furrowed my brows together. I called him, it rung for a while until I heard,
'여보세요?' it wasn't him so I instantly put the phone down concerned that maybe his managers had found out or something, I sat there constantly biting my nails thinking about the worst situations. He would have to break up with me and I'd fall into a deep depression or maybe he'd refuse to break up with me and get kicked out of SM therefore resent me for all of eternity? Oh god. A single tear dropped down my face, as a someone called me. I didn't want to answer a lump formed in my throat and I felt sick. I took a deep breath in and picked it up,
'Y/F/N speaking.' I said in my best business voice, in hopes I could pretend I was maybe a person who sold things to him.
'It's me, Huang Xuxi' He sounded stern, I could just about continue speaking as I was worried this was the call all girls dread. 'Why didn't you answer your phone, I've been worried and the members have been concerned about me too.' a sigh of relief escaped my lips, he wasn't breaking up with me.
'I'm so sorry I was suffering from jetlag I tried to call earlier but someone else picked up your phone and I thought someone would've found out about us then you would be kicked out or I'd lose you I don't want that to happ-' I babbled on he cut me off
'You won't lose me.' He still sounded stern,
'Is there something wrong babe?' I asked, I didn't know what could be been wrong
'I'm just a bit stressed and I miss you.' He sighed, the words 'I miss you' made my heart flutter. We said our goodbyes and he went back to training or whatever he does, I rolled onto my back and started at the ceiling. It was almost as if I wanted him to quit being an idol and come back to me, no that's selfish but it's what I wanted. I wouldn't ever bring myself to say that to him, it will give him the complete wrong impression.