Loser Lover ●KOOKV●

2●Loser Lover🐰🐯

Jungkook wasn't the one to care about anything. Not even himself. Well he had a reason to that. His life was a mess. For about two years he hadnt dated a single woman and let alone meet eyes with them. He was honestly sick and tired of the way life functioned. It had no breaks or gears and went straight through trash.

He had never even once layed his hands on a woman in these long years nor was he intending to. Hook ups had gotten boring. Every single one he fell for had left him for rich men in the end. And they all had the same fucking thing to say.

"The sex was good"

What was he supposed to do then? Laugh? Throw their gucci shoes at their heads and call them a bitch? Didnt they even bother a drop about his patience? His love? His care? He might look like a playboy from the outside but Jungkook had never been a cheater. Those women only knew the funny side of his. They never knew the commited, love bleeding heart of his which longed for a partner. And then his friends have the audacity to call him pretty man with no woman...And then they call him a fuckboy because Jeon Jungkook no longer felt anything for anyone. They were all the same...

Thots. (Lolz)

Well fuck this shit he would say. But that same him would cry his life into the pillows silently without anyone's notice at nights because he was a man and he was taught to not cry much. But they shouldve known he had feelings too...

"Oh the results are here" The black haired doctor from Seoul medicity with a beautiful smile spoke to a neutral faced Jungkook as his hand reached out to the sheets which the nurse was carrying. He opened them one by one, reading through the scans carefully but Jungkook had nothing to worry about. If it was serious then what was he going to lose anyway? Pizza?

"Everything seems to be fine.." Just as the word fine left his lips it drooped down immediately and Jungkook knew a curse had struck him right then.

"Mr. Jungkook..." Dr. Seokjin's eyes narrowed in concern.

"I'm- oh no... i don't know how you'll react to this but... the reports say that...You have blood cancer..."

Jungkook laughed from the inside. He really did. He saw it coming didn't he? He didn't speak one word as he stared at his foot in disbelief. What had his life come to?

"I-Is it curable??" Jungkook asked even though he knew the answer from the man's face.

"Its heartbreaking to tell you this... i wish we could help you but..I dont think you will live for long..."

Jungkook nodded like as if he understood when in reality the words were only playing inside his head on repeat almost making him go crazy. His head started to feel dizzy again....He stood up carefully and let out a deep sigh.

"Uhh... C-Can i go outside? For a minute?"

Seokjin nodded, understanding his patient's condition well. The guy came all the way from his busy work to seoul to know the news and it wasn't a happy one either. Even scary fact was that his previous doctor gave him the wrong results. Even if he did give the right results, there still would be no change. Nothing could be done at this point.

"That's it. It's all over"

Jungkook whispered to himself as he covered his face under his palms... Why should he even care? Hadn't he wanted this for a long time? Just to die? Shouldn't he be happy that god was listening to him for once???

"You did well" He dramatically wiped that one lonely tear and chuckled to himself lowly because god knows what might happen the next moment...